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The Need Sex? Sexy is easy. Easy to find. Easy to do without. Honestly most days my battery-operated boyfriend is better and less hassle than actual sex. But some days I just ACHE to be submissive. The need to be filled, used and defiled is so strong it claws at me every waking moment. I sit at work, in meetings, at the bar with friends. I’m present and participating but I’m also keenly aware of the ache that throbs insistently between my legs. If I close my eyes, even for a second, I can imagine a tall form behind me, a deep voice in my ear. Hands that take what they want. Fingers that plunge deep inside me, a hard cock that chokes me, an edge of pain to my pleasure, and a mouth that demands everything. But I also yearn for the quiet moments. Kneeling at his feet. Following his lead. Trusting his decisions. I burn to hear a murmured “good girl” and a growled, “you’re mine.” I want to serve, to ease his mind, to show him how he is the yin to my yang. The busier my external world, the more I have to lead in my vanilla life, the greater this need gets. Clawing at me until I think I will go mad. Nature demands balance. My body demands dominance. My soul demands peace. Only submitting to him can give me that. exoticeva~  "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.” |
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The need can be satiated, the hunger satisfied, but only temporarily. It is always there, deep inside us, needing to be fed.
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I love the picture.
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ali I too agree! The urge can be so strong at times! Especially for a partner.... A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing. George Bernard Shaw Jenny
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2/2/2020 6:53 pm |
That’s beautiful. I am on the hunt myself looking for the one myself to complete what I am looking for and to show that the search wasn’t in vane.
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So beautifully written. I am on the other side I am the very existence of what you wrote but can’t find subs/slaves that understand that this is what is driving there inner self. Instead and I think it’s because so many Master/Dom (at least that what they envision themselves as when all they really are is posers) “train” subs/slaves to believe Bdsm is about sex that is what they seek. So it’s very refreshing coming across a blog like this that cut to the very core of what Bdsm is. The requirement and inner core are very different for the M/D than they are for the s/s. Hollywood and 50 shades doesn’t help either. So I will continue the elusive search for the one that encompasses and possesses the understanding you wrote here. It really is like finding a needle in a hay stack. Deeeep painful sigh.....  "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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2/2/2020 8:21 am |
a poetic nice curved sub... mmm come to me.. 
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So beautifully written. I am on the other side I am the very existence of what you wrote but can’t find subs/slaves that understand that this is what is driving there inner self. Instead and I think it’s because so many Master/Dom (at least that what they envision themselves as when all they really are is posers) “train” subs/slaves to believe Bdsm is about sex that is what they seek. So it’s very refreshing coming across a blog like this that cut to the very core of what Bdsm is. The requirement and inner core are very different for the M/D than they are for the s/s. Hollywood and 50 shades doesn’t help either. So I will continue the elusive search for the one that encompasses and possesses the understanding you wrote here. It really is like finding a needle in a hay stack. Deeeep painful sigh.....
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2/2/2020 5:59 am |
The problem with humans is that we think and we feel emotionally. Some of those thoughts and emotions are dreams, nightmares, cravings, and wishes but they are not needs. Your soul didn't come here to have a mental experience, it came to have a physical experience. If you're not changing and fulfilling your physical experience you're not giving your soul what it needs. The result is restlessness, you know it better as restless vagina syndrome . . just kidding, lol.
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Crying.... yes, this! , those players wont never ever understand this. a Good Dom knows this. It is an inner urge, it has nothing to do with sex, or kinky fuckery, but with the want to get into her mind, There lies the core of my submission, not by some silly sex game actions... for some houres. Her yang to his ying, balance, peace of mind, too 
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SO TRUE !!!!!!!!
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I concur. "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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