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aliljaded 53F
23778 posts
2/3/2020 3:54 am
Years Later....*Poem*

The bed at the center of it all–
the way you never felt like a stranger,
instead
like someone, I had forgotten, like
a part of myself I had dropped in some
distant city delivered
back to my door.

Our story,
a pipe-dream in three parts–
my bedroom the place where everything
came together and the place where everything
fell apart. there are still echoes of us
in the bed-frame, and the closet, and the drywall.
I keep your dignity on the bookshelf;
I figure you’ll come looking for it, eventually.

It always comes back
to here.
the only sanctuary I have ever known
still smells like you, sometimes.
just when I think I’ve gotten you
out of the pillowcases,
I find your cologne on the walls.
I remember when you came apart in pieces
on the carpet, and I will never be able
to wash the heartbreak out of the floors.

Someday,
I will leave our story behind, in this city.
this apartment will be barren and then
it will be full of other people.
none of them will know our names;
they will track over our history like
re-recording over old videotapes.
I won’t miss you.

Or I will miss you,
but I’ll have bought a new mattress:
one that doesn’t know how you twitch in your sleep.
I will have a new bedroom and the floorboards
won’t know how to moan your name
like I do.
and we’ll fall asleep
in different beds,
in different cities.

And if I wake up from dreams
that still taste like you,
I can take comfort in the fact
that even though you have kissed me,
you have never kissed me
here.

~Caitlyn Siehl


"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”


drmgirl622 68F  
26107 posts
2/3/2020 3:48 pm

I absolutely love this !


aliljaded 53F
8926 posts
2/3/2020 4:34 am

    Quoting MasterMent0R:
    Is that delicious photo saying kiss me here or kiss my ass in relevance to that poem ? I am not sure ,either way is appropriate ! That photo is simply perfection in a moment ~
    Master Mentor
Its basically however you interpret it, Kiss my ass seems apropos.

"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”


aliljaded 53F
8926 posts
2/3/2020 3:56 am

One of my favorite poems.

"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”



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