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aliljaded 53F
23778 posts
4/2/2020 4:15 am
The Need

Sex? Sexy is easy. Easy to find. Easy to do without. Honestly most days my battery-operated boyfriend is better and less hassle than actual sex.

But some days I just ACHE to be submissive. The need to be filled, used and defiled is so strong it claws at me every waking moment.

I sit at work, in meetings, at the bar with friends. I’m present and participating but I’m also keenly aware of the ache that throbs insistently between my legs. If I close my eyes, even for a second, I can imagine a tall form behind me, a deep voice in my ear. Hands that take what they want. Fingers that plunge deep inside me, a hard cock that chokes me, an edge of pain to my pleasure, and a mouth that demands everything.

But I also yearn for the quiet moments. Kneeling at his feet. Following his lead. Trusting his decisions. I burn to hear a murmured “good girl” and a growled, “you’re mine.” I want to serve, to ease his mind, to show him how he is the yin to my yang.

The busier my external world, the more I have to lead in my vanilla life, the greater this need gets. Clawing at me until I think I will go mad. Nature demands balance. My body demands dominance. My soul demands peace. Only submitting to him can give me that.

exoticeva~


"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”


justaguy94 61M
70 posts
4/3/2020 8:04 pm

yes very much so


jenny14 75T  
90348 posts
4/2/2020 6:45 pm

ali

It is soooo true! Sometimes the Need can be so intense it is almost overpowering!!

It is easy in boring meetings to reflect on these things


A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing. George Bernard Shaw

Jenny


Smoothboy061 63M

4/2/2020 12:13 pm

Nice self-awareness to know your desires and limits, to pursue and to be pursued


Smoothboy061 63M

4/2/2020 12:12 pm

Nice self-awareness...keep pursuing and being allowed to be pursued!


QBee4u 38F
34 posts
4/2/2020 8:30 am

such a lovely photo


slaveforyou365 63M  
4512 posts
4/2/2020 5:16 am



Slave rick


jcdom4u2serve 69M
4 posts
4/2/2020 4:42 am

Beautiful thoughts, and I think most anyone can understand them!


aliljaded 53F
8926 posts
4/2/2020 4:29 am

I love this piece.

"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”



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