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Twenty Years Of Kink I don’t remember the day or even the month, but I remember the feeling vividly. I was wandering aimlessly, searching everything and nothing, then all of a sudden there it was. I couldn’t believe my eyes. The things they were saying were things I’d thought, things I wanted, things I was too embarrassed to admit to anyone. And here they were - men and women - talking about those feelings I had, one darker than the next, and giving it - of it - a name. D/s. Dominance and submission. I started reading and couldn’t stop. I flitted from room to room, watching the conversations roll by, the experiences people shared with me, and other anonymous faces behind a screen. They were open and honest and raw. I don’t know how much time passed before I took an effective breath, but with it came the realization I was not alone. I was not a freak. What I wanted - no, what I needed - was something other people wanted and needed, as well. It was 20 years ago. Now I look back and cringe quite often, but I wouldn’t trade those years for anything. I have a lot of ‘If I knew then what I know now…’ moments, but I wouldn’t go back and do it again, because you have to go through it to learn it. You just do. Because your track is different than the next person's, and to learn what you need to learn takes living it yourself. So, what do twenty years teach you? Here are some things I’ve learned: *Not everyone likes the spotlight; it’s ok to live D/s very privately *It’s ok to make things like rope bondage and tickling hard limits; it’s ok to make anything a hard limit *Dominants can use a safe word or otherwise stop an activity *You can be the one to walk away; you don’t have to be ‘released’ from shit *Liars and cheaters will always lie and cheat *Moving quickly rarely leads to longevity *Your gut is never wrong; listen to it *It’s ok to not look like a fetish model; most people don’t *Sex can feel good even without having an orgasm *Squirting orgasms are a bit of a parlor trick, and they don’t always feel as good as other types of orgasms *You deserve as much pleasure as he does *If the effort isn’t there, in the beginning, it never will be *You can kneel in slip-on Converse just as well as you can in heels *You can be a kick-ass submissive and not own a single piece of lingerie *You can defer to someone and respect them as a leader even while watching *Netflix and eating steak nachos with your fingers *Dominants can get sick and be huge babies and still be worthy of obedience and respect *Not every Dominant is an executive with an expense account *Submissives can make more than their partners *You don’t have to say ‘’ to feel it in your bones *You can love someone and not be a match *Toxicity isn’t gender-specific *Wanting to be wanted can lead to seriously poor decision-making *It’s ok to demand more for yourself; having standards solidifies self-worth *Strength is a process *Submission doesn’t cease to exist when you’re single *Submission doesn’t end when you hit 30 or 50 or 70 *You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do *You can change your mind *You can use your voice *You have to use your voice Every time I start to think about how things have changed over the years I have to stop and remind myself: Nothing has changed but you. Sometimes I think about the 27-year-old, the 34-year-old, hell - even the 40-year-old, and I cringe. The mistakes she made. The positions (literally and figuratively) she put herself in. How much mental and emotional energy did she expend on a Dominant? How much she didn’t know. How much more does she still have to learn? But I’ll tell you what: If the next twenty bring as much joy as the last twenty, I’m in for one hell of a ride. And I want all of it - every bump and swoop and whirl. The twists and turns are what make you who you are. *Unknown  "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.” |
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I want to know who told you I was a big baby when I get sick?
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Very nice post.  "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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Those are wise words, and I hope you will learn and enjoy as much in the next twenty years as you did in the last! and post about it, of course!  "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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Well said, as always. "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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The great pleasure of life is to grow, learn and enjoy. When you stop doing that, well... Stay the course on your adventure and enjoy the ride! "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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Yes, always better to enjoy the ride! "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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The never-ending process of learning.. about yourself, about the whole dynamic and the lifestyle itself.. lovely journey xxxx "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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You're welcome. "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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I remember my first experience with the lifestyle. It was totally innocent and accidental. I found myself naked in a shower room with 2 ladies. I was horrified and scared. But they put me at ease.There was no physical sex, but they put my mind in overdrive. That was probably 25 years ago. I reflect on the experience daily. "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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Best written piece I have read on here or any where else.. Keep Enjoying what makes YOU You!   "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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Very nice post. Howling at the moon and mal ad osteo.
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Those are wise words, and I hope you will learn and enjoy as much in the next twenty years as you did in the last! and post about it, of course! When you come to a fork in the road, take it. __Yogi Berra
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good advice for relationships of all kinds
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Well said, as always.
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The great pleasure of life is to grow, learn and enjoy. When you stop doing that, well... Stay the course on your adventure and enjoy the ride!
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Yes, always better to enjoy the ride!
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I want to know who told you I was a big baby when I get sick?
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The never-ending process of learning.. about yourself, about the whole dynamic and the lifestyle itself.. lovely journey xxxx
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I remember my first experience with the lifestyle. It was totally innocent and accidental. I found myself naked in a shower room with 2 ladies. I was horrified and scared. But they put me at ease.There was no physical sex, but they put my mind in overdrive. That was probably 25 years ago. I reflect on the experience daily.
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Best written piece I have read on here or any where else.. Keep Enjoying what makes YOU You!
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"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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11/5/2022 2:22 am |
verys sweet pic
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