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aliljaded 53F
23825 posts
2/1/2023 1:36 am
Being Submissive.

Sex? Sexy is easy. Easy to find. Easy to do without. Honestly most days my battery-operated boyfriend is better and less hassle than actual sex.

But some days I just ACHE to be submissive. The need to be filled, used, and defiled is so strong it claws at me every waking moment.

I sit at work, in meetings, and at the bar with friends. I’m present and participating but I’m also keenly aware of the ache that throbs insistently between my legs. If I close my eyes, even for a second, I can imagine a tall form behind me, a deep voice in my ear. Hands that take what they want. Fingers that plunge deep inside me, a hard cock that chokes me, an edge of pain to my pleasure, and a mouth that demands everything.

But I also yearn for quiet moments. Kneeling at his feet. Following his lead. Trusting his decisions. I burn to hear a murmured “good girl” and a growled, “you’re mine.” I want to serve, to ease his mind, to show him how he is the yin to my yang.

The busier my external world, the more I have to lead in my vanilla life, and the greater this need gets. Clawing at me until I think I will go mad. Nature demands balance. My body demands dominance. My soul demands peace. Only submitting to him can give me that.

~exoticeva

Photo By: Craig Morey

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"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”


ExNameForUse 53F
5764 posts
2/1/2023 9:37 am

Wanted to write the same words when I saw your comment at the bottom of the page... it really does...


likeithot19 62M
6085 posts
2/1/2023 8:04 am

My eyes saw you...
But Damn
did my soul feel you!

Melody Lee, "Moon Gypsy"


drmgirl622 68F  
26134 posts
2/1/2023 6:57 am

It is a deep seated need.......


bdsmDOMdaddy 61M
4187 posts
2/1/2023 5:25 am

that lil itch that never goes away & eventually must to be scratched attended too...DOMinates geT that itch too!


rydermantel 69M
25534 posts
2/1/2023 4:59 am

Nice post.


uncommon1 66M  
1449 posts
2/1/2023 4:28 am

Is our fate a
curse when
it's fulfillment
is a sin . .
We are not
punished for
our sins,
but by them.


whipkeith4 68M

2/1/2023 4:05 am

So true, especially the part about our vanilla lives and the want for dominance. The craving is part of the fun though I find


rope_n_cuffs 78M  
949 posts
2/1/2023 3:56 am

Oxytocin has a lot to answer for.....


MrEze1 51M
19 posts
2/1/2023 3:41 am

The hunt, the prize, the adrenalin, the release, the sheer enjoyment of it all.


Tckg12 69M
2519 posts
2/1/2023 2:06 am

this piece is so true whether male or female submissive!!


Sirmakesuhot 60M
148 posts
2/1/2023 2:05 am

It sure does


aliljaded 53F
8951 posts
2/1/2023 1:40 am

That about sums it up.

"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”



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