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On my Mind The fantasies that go through my mind on a daily basis are just utterly amazing. I have always been a sexual person- heck, my mother caught me masturbating at age 3 in the back of the car. However, when I hit the age of 38, something inside me changed. I would be going about my day and I would be just minding my own business, and BAM! I could just see the curve of a person's neck and my body would respond with moisture...down there. My current dilemma is how do I tame this insatiable beast inside me? I thought I had bridled my passions somewhat over the years- and let me tell you, that wasn't easy. I have always been oversexed. But now? The raging hormones inside me are pushing my restraint to the limits. I feel guilty that I don't even want to reign those feelings in- I just want to act on them, without shame or hesitation. When I describe this dilemma to men I know they say, "Gosh I went through that when I was 18!" So now I finally understand why men, when they are boys, are only looking for one thing. They are driven to it. I get it now. I feel driven...driven to satiate the burning need for release. I am not sure if it is a blessing to be older and wiser than my male counterparts as I wrestle with this desire. Wisdom cannot stop the urges, it can only guide me as to how to funnel them properly. And let me tell you, the Tiger that dwells inside me is hungry. |
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Wow - I know the feeling & I've found ALT to be a good outlet for the fantasies in my head. Like you, I've been able to write them out & have my body tremble with an unstoppable imagination.
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