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Philosophy and religion: Pro lifers. I feel this is in my area but I mainly used God in my profile to present the "close shave" I had with unfortunate instances that dogged me.(Insanity?) Insanity could be just a valve under pressure opening up. Which to the professionals in this matter may prove I know nothing of it. Also One flew over the cuckoos nest gave me great relief. It was okay to be mad. It was my lot, therefore I could get to know it and even excel at it. It would give me an ability to answer questions that no one else had the foggiest clue on how to. One of my favourite theoreticals was jury duty where I would be asked if this person with schizophrenia was in control of their actions when they committed this crime. Now I of course for the sake of this story would volunteer the fact that I'd lived with it for decades so I ought to be an expert on deciding that. But in fact it is around two to three percent of schizos who commit violent crimes. I've met them. Even ones in a bad way. My attitude was that problems would dissolve in seconds with an act of kindness. Now this may technically be only appropriate for the ones like me who were Bi-polar. So anyway I saw this thing on TV that said people instinctively treated schizos the wrong way and provoked them cruelly to effect a cruel cure.(How people loved to be cruel). Man these bastard types are everywhere! One story I was told was that of a who was a schizophreniac who wouldn't play sport like his father wanted but instead he would slink off to his bedroom for quiet time. "Quiet time" is rather simplistic as dealing with and describing schizophrenia is complex and I would guess the affliction is personalized by your natural tendencies. Like an amplification of your natural personality. You do see similar effects from alcohol. Maybe drugs which I don't know much about. Some go quiet and some rev up! Well in fact it does have a lot to do with drugs, the type your brain can make. To excess sometimes and you also get an unpleasant withdrawal effect. It's a very cruel and unrelenting thing. People, even gentle ones have been known to throw their loving pets out of the window when so stressed. I won't mention the most horrid crimes I'd heard of. So what I'm getting at is it's not that it may not be the "Multi personality" thing that most of us know about. There are cases I've seen like the English girl with an observable twenty seven separate personalities. This was they say to escape an abusive father. Or so I remember. I've never had such a thing. Though I did notice I excelled at doing comic relief when the time felt right of imitating foreign accents in a serious way. That was something I normally could not do before. It felt brilliant to be able to control my emotions like that and not ruining it by even the slightest hint of a smile. Now after being called blasphemous today I should approach my main disturbance of finding out that an artist I loved had a turbulent past of an unknown affliction to me called "love" and drugs that almost ended her life according to her doc. Life is hard. There's no doubt about that and being young is hard but the conscience is a constant force that is best described by those with age under their belt. Wisdom is theirs. They don't have to prove it. They understand how tragedy works and the obscurity in thinking on how one should avoid it. "Tragedy" my favourite Beejees song. Now that I've made it clear where I'm coming from I found out the tragedy that was Stevie Nicks Life. Four abortions. Now that does make you scratch your head. I'd always avoided the whole pro lifer argument but finally had to think about it. On the one hand it was about weeks. On the other religion and philosophy. But that still leaves advise from an old sage who sees beyond the moment to a life maybe filled with despair over what they'd done. To Nicks it was problematic to her career and to be a mother in a band. Seems kind of shallow. Did we really need her Macks music that much? Like I said life is hard.  The perfect curse maybe but no one said it was perfect!      |
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10/21/2021 3:40 am |
If insanity makes you laugh then you ought to take it more seriously!
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10/21/2021 11:48 pm |
Rules like that often come from the uninitiated. It was an act of kindness by someone who gave me the key to solve the riddle and escape. I could not do it on my own!
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