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virtualcuzi 52T
1671 posts
2/15/2024 8:51 pm
What is "waking up?'

I'm finding a quest for knowledge that I never had before.
I theorized about what drove Kim Peek to want to learn.
I just didn't know, but as I became more like him because of the "activation" program I began to understand how the allure could work.
Firstly that the brain can find itself in a rut, a condition or occurrence you feel/suffer the effects off but you cannot escape it.
I've been there.
So Kim's wild accumulative of knowledge may be that he was hoping to find a cure.
An insatiable desire to be cured.
It would be like being stuck in a dream with no escape.
But I did escape and now experience something I'd read about, and that is once you'd tamed your personality you could be free of its controlling you.
Then you'd experience a clarity of mind by escaping the clutches of your demanding personality.
Maybe you wouldn't be seen as a target anymore as no target could be seen in you.
Maybe now a peaceful glow would have taken its place and you do see others differently and it now looks black and white on how they were suffering with their own personality.
You'd like to help them out, to step out of the chains that locked them in place so they also could indulge in the peace.
So amassing a knowledge bank was not my prerogative but it did fascinate me, the way people had succumbed to evil intentions.
As a new threat is set to decimate populations (a candida) I wondered about what's befallen people in the past and what history was being uncovered.
Blame was heaped on Columbus for transporting Syphilis but uncovering the bones from earlier than that uncovers that it was well established before Columbus ever set sail.
Another Mandela effect you may say. You may not agree with this effect either , I distinctly remember Mandela becoming President once released from the Island.
Also I feel the pull of another age, one that I participated in.
One that Shakespeare would have strung his traps in, in the hope of catching game. Maybe a trout to take home to delight his parents.
I guess that's my true home.
We don't get near deather's claiming to come back from the future. Do we?
If we did that would add to the simulation debate.
Point to how there's no time on the other side.
That the you, past present future exits all on one plane.
Why not? Boadicea was fighting the Syphilis bearers! The Romans had it at that time! In Pompeii's archeology !











Imagine my surprise when I found out that my opinion actually mattered!


virtualcuzi 52T
1279 posts
2/15/2024 8:59 pm

I have to keep reading to find the solution to this puzzle of where Syphilis came from !

Imagine my surprise when I found out that my opinion actually mattered!


bdsmDOMdaddy 61M
4211 posts
2/16/2024 6:14 am

you can’t tame a shrew
syphylis came from sick perverts fuKn cows & sheep...Baaaaaad!


drmgirl622 68F  
26159 posts
2/16/2024 7:41 am

Elizabeth Taylor was one helluva shrew!!


virtualcuzi 52T
1279 posts
2/16/2024 9:33 am

    Quoting bdsmDOMdaddy:
    you can’t tame a shrew
    syphylis came from sick perverts fuKn cows & sheep...Baaaaaad!
That's what I was thinken too domdaddy, that Syph came from animals.

Imagine my surprise when I found out that my opinion actually mattered!


virtualcuzi 52T
1279 posts
2/16/2024 9:38 am

    Quoting drmgirl622:
    Elizabeth Taylor was one helluva shrew!!
I watched a bit of that one dream. A boisterous Elly is good to watch !!! If Rich had bared her bum for "shrewing" and gave her a spankin it would be on everyone's favourite play list.

Imagine my surprise when I found out that my opinion actually mattered!



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