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Geoglh 52F
15 posts
4/6/2019 7:28 am
Why?


The first time our eyes meet I don’t know how I will be. You make me giddy with thought. You have no clue what you do to me. Why do you make it so difficult to express my feelings? In my head I know what I want to say but the words don’t come out of my mouth as they should. In my head they ae clear as day but my mouth can’t verbalize. What the hell is wrong with me? Why can’t I? What have you done to me that I can’t? Is it that I am afraid you won’t understand or that I am just too afraid of your reaction? Or is it I know deep down you don’t feel the same and my reality is that I am alone in this feeling and you are afraid to break my heart and trying to break it to me gently. What am I to think when you give me so little to understand? Why does this feel so one sided? Why so many why’s and no real answers?

DarqueDauphin 70M
60 posts
6/29/2019 9:43 pm

You named a litany of reasons, if in fact any 1 of them are/were true, that person was not for you. One of the tenants of this lifestyle is communication, without it, you are lost.


Geoglh replies on 7/2/2019 5:11 pm:
thank you Darque we often find ourselves (as a woman does) over fantasizing what could be and then when reality hits its not even remotely what it should be... i am guilty of such i try to see the good and never the bad and when i finally do i sometimes have made the worse mistake you can we live and learn

permissivefawn3 72M

11/26/2020 10:36 am

You always have a way with words Geogh....



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