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Throwing out the baby w the bathwater..and apparently I'm gay See below |
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Soooo yeah... I blogged before about my problems w 3 separate Dommes within a 3 year span... And it was...wash,rinse,repeat... All 3 women could have been carbon copies of one another.. But I never officially wanted to break it off with number 3.. And yes I was tempted to play with gay Doms.. But didnt... And we've played this odd emailing dance for over a year..while only actually playing twice.. So while I was at the dealership today for an oil change I get this " dear john" letter from her. I asked if she really was into objectification...whether in real life or fiction. I asked this because I need to be motivated to write.. I need to know the other person is into it,getting turned on, etc.. And the letter basically went on this long spiel about how I most likely would be better off with a dude.. How I should just admit that I'm bi or gay.. Huh? Not sure how bad her memmory is... I stated multiple times that I am attracted to gay tops and Dommes.. To me they are the only ones attracted to/ interested in a male bottom... So yeah I like guys..but Dommes are very similar But at least the letter gives me an out...without looking or feeling like a dick...I don't have to be the bad guy And It's not like we both didn't see this coming. I said multiple times that I can't be a boyfriend sub.. I'm a slave...I feel there is a huge difference between how a slave is treated and how a boyfriend/ slave is treated.. Sooo yeah...but it is for the best...I can still be friends while moving onto guys
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