Blog : I use to think you took my breath away ~

115 posts
8/29/2019 9:25 pm

I use to think you took my breath away ~

~ but I was just suffocated by your bullshit.

Finally was brave enough to remove my collar after a 2.5 year wasteful and neglectful long distance relationship.

If i have learned anything, i have learned that my future is NOT with a married man who lives more than 100 miles away (this case was 1000 miles away).

I have grown in the lifestyle over the past 2.5 years, not because of him, but in spite of him. Being plugged in to my BDSM community has beed rewarding and fun and educational, and everything i had hoped it would be.

Except for one thing ~ my "Sir" was never with me.

I know what i want now and i will not settle for less. I want a Sir that is mine and local, if not 24/7 at least for companionship and events. I don't need to be married again. I'm perfectly capable of doing this life divorced and dating, or divorced and a significant other (or s/o).

Today i am a warrior and i will not crawl to just anyone, He will be special, He will appreciate my gift, and i will honor him with my service.

In the meantime, i am enjoying my friendships, my play partners, and bottoming for scenes at events.

This is my new life ~ i'm exhaling ~ letting life take my breath away and fill me with fresh sweet air~

_freyja_ 54F

98 posts
8/29/2019 9:30 pm

So ~ i guess this is my announcement that i am back on Alt/BDSM.com

I am not here for drama or chaos, i am only here to chat with friends, old and new.

Please, if you had issues with me in the past, lets be grown up enough and leave it there, in the past.

The slate is wiped clean.

Breathe in the fresh air with me~

alwaysassertive 64M

8/29/2019 9:50 pm

The 1000 mile relationship didn't fail because of the distance it was because he wasn't willing to make it work by bringing you two together. I don't believe anything is impossible or any obstacle too great to overcome. If two people want something they can make it happen. Just take your time and the right man will find you. I hope you have a great night.

_freyja_ replies on 8/29/2019 9:56 pm:
He never attempted to bring us together, only once a year when his job brought him to Orlando and i would drive to meet him. I truly believed i was happy at one time, that he was my One. That belief started to slowly turn into resentment. I was never his priority. Not ever.

xextrax 56M

123 posts
8/30/2019 4:04 am

first, add some milk and eggs .. then, beat until firm ...

now *that's* how you bake a cake!

_freyja_ replies on 8/30/2019 9:55 am:
What kind of cake are you making?

DancingDom 74M

22592 posts
8/30/2019 8:20 am

Welcome to the blogs. Best to you for the future. May you find the kind of guy you are looking for.

"One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"

_freyja_ replies on 8/30/2019 9:58 am:
Thank you~


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