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For me, my love also involves fear I have spoken a few people about this, some understand and others do not, but I love and fear my Sir. I have been asked how on earth that could be. How can you love someone but also be scared of them, is possible? Well, my question you is, how do you define your love? Is one type of love? Absolutely not. is interesting as this fear comes out of respect. Respect for my Sir’s dominance and his status in my life. As most of you have read my previous blogs know, Sir is a sadist. I do not like pain, I struggle with, but am learning accept, the fact that Sir has a need hurt me. Most importantly though as I just said, I am learning accept that he needs and that for as long as we are together, is my job ensure as many of his needs are taken care of. I will learn endure. After our latest harder session, I found myself flinching at times during the following days, even when he was just giving me a hug. Was I about get punched or again? was my natural response after our session. All I can say is that Sir LOVES that, he certainly thrived off that reaction. Our dynamic of D/s is ingrained in everything we do, and I mean everything. is not one part of my life that Sir does not have control over. was the most natural thing I have ever experienced, felt normal, was not work, I happily gave over all power willingly, Sir didn’t need take . I cannot explain exactly this feeling of fear but all I know is that when I am scared, is Sir I want run . During our harder session, even though Sir was inflicting the pain and causing the distress, I clung him like a , wanting his love, is him could sooth me. The reason for me writing this is because I feel we are quick judge and sometimes shame others on how they decide conduct their relationships. No one and I mean no one has the right tell you how conduct your own relationship, as is not a one size fits all, you have the right define your own pathway. I wanted share my opinion and experience. What “unexpected” feelings do you have alongside your love? |
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Too much honesty for the Alt crowd it seems 
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