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my good girl and her 2nd task :) Hi Miss Qbee, Thank you for giving me this task. It was very emotional and difficult but I was able to last and I hope I can make you proud. My second task from my Mistress was this, to get a paper bag cut holes for the eyes, put my wevibe in my pussy and my plug in my ass, pull my panties up, and sit in front of a mirror for an hour being as still as possible. I was to clean the floor first as I would have to lick up the puddle I made. In our chat this sounded simple and easy however it turned out to be a lot more difficult than I thought. Finding a paper bag is not as easy as it seems these days. I finally found one at the hardware store for composting. My pussy was soaked after visiting 4 stores and buying a paper bag of all things with anticipation knowing why I was buying it, stupid right. I brought it home, got it ready and was about to complete my task when my roommate came home. I can't let her know this side of me so it took me the entire weekend to dwell on my task. I realized when I was not so horny the difficulty before me. Monday morning after my roommate left for work I got prepared. I gathered my plug, vibe, and the bag. It may sound silly as I realize she will post this, but I locked myself in the bathroom just in case my roommate came home. I used some lube and put the plug in my ass, followed by the wevibe and pulled my panties up. I was extremely horny knowing I had permission to cum as much as I could and set my timer. I put the bag over my head and got to my knees facing the full length mirror on the back of the door. As instructed the vibe was set to pulse. I was extremely horny and nervous knowing that I had to write this. My Mistress had told me she wanted me to see myself as she would if she were there, and I hope she sees myself better than I did, It was a very trying and emotional hour for me. At first I was only excited and my pussy was ruling my thoughts. after the first 15 minutes my thoughts started. The vibe was driving me crazy so close yet so far. I was instructed to stay still and even though she wasn't there I knew she would know. I was staring at myself naked with a plug in my ass and a vibe in my pussy under my panties kneeling with a bag over my head for a Mistress I have yet to physically meet. The vibe was set to pulse as instructed and I was struggling to cum, I wanted to so badly as it had been days. Looking at myself in the mirror I barely recognized myself, and was turned on by what I saw. My very large boobs and the damp spot in my panties growing was definitely an erotic site. At first all my thoughts were about myself and my pleasure and the feelings in both my ass and my pussy. The setting on the vibe was driving me crazy getting me close but unable to cum. Looking at the mirror my thoughts began to wander, I saw the erotic site in front of me begin to change to a desperate faceless wanton lesbian slut. slowly it dawned on me that I was that desperate wanton lesbian slut doing as I was told by a woman I have never actually met I started to realize how desperate I am to please and how humiliating this task actually was. I thought about all my deep and dark desires, and what brought me to this point I started to cry trying to stay still as I was told. I felt the tears run down my face eventually onto my breasts. I saw my body shaking and my breasts wet with my own tears as they heaved. The timer went off And it was time to change the setting on my vibe to building. I took this opportunity to wipe my tears and calm down a bit before continuing, sorry Mistress. I again set the timer and kneeled back down. I reminded myself of why I was doing this and the sensations became heightened. I thought of my Mistress being proud of me, and how I would please her by completing the task she gave me. I thought of the slut I have become and my strange desire for humiliation and being controlled. With my ass plugged and my vibe in my pussy in only panties and a paper bag over my head I began to realize why I was putting myself through this, why I enjoyed it. The humiliation part although embarrassing makes me extremely nervous and excited and heightens all my senses. It may possibly be my self esteem but I have a very high desire to please others, especially my Mistress. I started to feel proud of myself, to be able to please her and complete my task. I started to see myself as a slightly different woman in the mirror. I need to please, to be controlled and to have someone in my life that understands these needs and how they afffect me. I realized that this mistress does understand this and is training me to better understand myself and my need to please her in order to be better for her as well as myself. After this realization and a calming period I was finally able to relax and let myself cum. I glanced at the timer and realized it had taken me 52 minutes to reach this point and finally earn my release. I am normally quite sensitive after I cum, however this time it just seemed to continue and both my physical and metal highs seemed to stay there. When the timer went off I was permitted to have an extra 15 minutes to cum as much as I could. I apologize Mistress but I removed the bag and was no longer still. I set my vibe to high and started fingering myself as well. with my fingers added to my pussy and the plug in my ass I felt very full. I believe it took all of 30 seconds for my second orgasm. Before the timer went off I was able to cum 2 more times. It took me a few minutes lying on the bathroom floor with my legs wide, a plug in my ass and a turned off vibe in my pussy to recover.I still had to finish my task and knew you would want a bigger puddle as my pantie had absorbed most of it and my thighs were soaked so I took them off and kneeled back in the same spot. I spread my knees wide and tried to let everything drip as I removed the plug and vibe. I did your additional request before I got down and cleaned up my mess with my tongue. I apologize it has taken me a while to complete this task, please forgive me. It was a true roller coaster and has been hard to put into words. I apologize as well this has been such a long email, but I wanted to tell you everything. I know you will be posting this and although like the first time I will be humiliated again, I do admit I have been both worried and curious seeing the views and comments. Knowing this will me posted by you both scares and excites me so I have tried to be complete and have tried to correct all mistakes. I truly hope I have done as expected Miss. Thank you for forcing me to do this mistress. It has taught me that although I am a desperate lesbian slut I am so for a reason. I learned that I am sexy and that I do enjoy being this way and I do have something to offer you. I appreciate you putting me through this as I am certain you knew what the e outcome would be. I know you have my best interests at heart and I hope I can continue to learn from and please you mistress.  |
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I'm so proud of her
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nice puddle, bet it tasted good
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4/27/2020 12:55 am |
You are good, a descriptive blog, of what you were physically and mentally feeling and going through All for your mistress who you haven’t even met with yet, you are obedient and Willing. Great Qualities for an Awesome Excellent Exciting Sub. Your Mistress is no doubt as Pleased with you as you are or should be with yourself. You are very emotionally involved with your submissive self 👍👏😉😊
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You are a very well trained lesbian slave.
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11/6/2020 1:16 am |
What came next?
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I got a tongue for that! I also fit your description of wants - Well, except for gender. Lol, a minor discrepancy. “Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.”
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