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lisamac197906 44F  
295 posts
2/21/2021 10:22 am
Taking back me


So I am having a really good day. I had an interesting conversation with a local Dom this morning. He had originally reached out a while ago and in his latest response included a website to his vanilla world. I fascinated. I reached back out and told him as much. He said he is unapologetic about who he is and makes no attempt to hide himself. It wasn’t until later on that I had my ah ha moment. I have been unhappy with me. I have been unhappy that I have not been able to keep the attention of someone I really wanted. I have been unhappy because I am trying to keep others happy and interested. I am into the mirror and not liking who I have become. Being submissive does not mean I have to be weak and mee

So ladies and gents, I am taking back me. I am a strong, independent person who enjoys submitting. This is my promise to you. I am no longer throwing this Gift away and to submit to those who do not see it as such. I shall stand before you with my head held high about who I am and what I .

My mantra is back (yes Jester, I know you don’t believe in it) I am thankful for what I have. I am to please myself first, if I find a good a Dom, great! If I do not, then that’s ok too. I am enjoying the moment.

I am bac

Thanks for your support, your views, for reaching out and sharing your journeys.

As always, stay safe and be kind

Hugs and kisses

Lisa mac.

DancingDom 74M
22602 posts
2/21/2021 11:08 am

That is good for you.

"One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"


ezwheelz 48M
153 posts
2/21/2021 1:13 pm

It takes a lot of inner strength and determination to be submissive. You can do anything you wish, Lisa mac.


alwaysassertive 64M

2/21/2021 4:54 pm

There are very few jobs that exist where you can announce that you're a Dom engaging in BDSM. If someone has a government position or they work with the public. Their career is going to be short lived. The people you work with aren't your friends and they will turn on you to your detriment in a flash.
I embrace who I am, but I don't have a need for anyone to accept me in order to validate who I am. Those that know. Have a need to know. Those that dont, don't have that requirement. I've signed so many NDA's over the years. I can't keep track of them. I know lots of women that are very strong in public or business in positions of authority and a complete submissive behind closed doors. There's nothing stoping you from being the same.If you need confidence or nurturing. Find a Dom who will give that.


lisamac197906 replies on 2/21/2021 5:47 pm:
Absolutely. That’s why I can not come out in the open because of my job. I am not implying that everyone should come out in vanilla, but I shouldn’t have been hiding in this life too.

Thanks for the comment. Thanks for being you.

Lisa Mac

Domteddybear1956 67M

2/21/2021 7:17 pm

Amen.


alwaysassertive 64M

2/23/2021 3:05 pm

I hope you'll write more soon.I look forward to your blog and whats going on in your life.


seekingknine 64M
10 posts
12/2/2021 8:57 pm

And nor should the whore be meek and mild. For that offers little in sensuality. For it is a whore that bites back that offers much more excitement. Slowly molding it into the perverse ways that one desires while still taking ques from the whores reaction. For who knows what path the depraved little creature might lead one astray on. It is the desires that never crossed ones mind that often become the ones that eat at the mind as the fog rolls in. Stay strong my dear in the knowledge that you possess captivating powers that you yet understand. One can be submissive to its owner, but it is still wonderful to understand that its beauty makes one ache with desire.



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