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lisamac197906 44F  
295 posts
12/3/2021 6:23 pm
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I reread my blogs tonight, and despite ALT deleting words after I post them, I enjoyed them. I let myself be led on quite the journey during 2021 and I can still feel the heartbreak and loneliness I was feeling as I wrote them. It’s amazing how a year later I find myself right back at square one. I had made great friends and then lost them, I continued to obsess about my scholar and let myself get hurt when I could not keep his attention. But was this year a waste? No, I don’t think so. I continued to learn more about me, and have gained a deeper understanding of how much of myself I can afford to share with others. Will I put myself out there as much as I did? Perhaps, but I am pulling out my boxes again and ensuring that my two worlds never collide again.

So here’s to a good holiday season. May it be everything you dreamed about.

Much love to all

Lisa Mac

lisamac197906 44F  
43 posts
12/3/2021 7:19 pm

fingers crossed!!!


alwaysassertive 64M

12/3/2021 7:56 pm

Perhaps you're making poor choices and sharing with those that are unworthy of your attention. If someone keeps doing the same things then they get the same results.. Why not take a leap of faith and talk to someone without any expectations. Maybe its not you that made a relationship fail, but him. Talk to someone else. you might discover everything you hoped for.


bnc124312 71M/65F  
88 posts
12/3/2021 9:27 pm

Merry Xmas Lisa !


Kitcatshadow1 57F
507 posts
12/3/2021 9:47 pm

Life is a journey, sometimes the road is smooth and straight, and other times there are huge hills we have to climb yet it is our life, and one can only try and enjoy it! Hugs to you Lisa......


ValS2012 63F
85 posts
12/3/2021 10:00 pm

It is never a loss, never a mistake, and never a reason to give up. Just think about all the experiences, all the rushes, all the letdowns, and even the people you stumbled across at some point this year.
It was a valuable teaching aid for you. You learned about yourself, about things to want and crave and about people to draw closer or back away from. Most importantly, it made you look within and face what is there...and what isn't.
It will help you make 2022 an even more enjoyable, entertaining, educational, and erotic year.
Hang on for the ride, hon!
Val xo


DancingDom 74M
22601 posts
12/4/2021 6:33 am

Every elemnt of life's journey is a learning experience. Best to you for the New Year.

"One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"


tahimikbayani 53M
8008 posts
12/4/2021 8:30 am

Key is to never stop trying. Life goes on and so will you, hopefully with much happiness.


drmgirl622 68F  
26137 posts
12/4/2021 9:10 am

You did so good by just remembering and moving forward. It's not easy but putting one foot in front of the other shows courage and determination.


Tribal_Seed 57M
101 posts
12/4/2021 9:11 pm

Only a waste if you repeatedly make the same mistake. ...learn and grow from that.


seekingknine 64M
10 posts
12/5/2021 3:02 pm

Never a smarter word spoken. For my dear if one can lured down the path of depravity and yet compartment ones thoughts into boxes to be closed of and released at a whim ones mind will remain sharp and focused on the day to day proceedings rather that the evil that lurks.


seekingknine 64M
10 posts
12/5/2021 3:04 pm

My dear that was meant to be can be lured. My fumble fingers thinking of your glorious holes


twbriggs1988 64M

12/15/2021 12:22 am

Let's see what should I say? Maybe you need a Master who knows how to handle what you need as far as your needs. That being said, I am taking you over as your new Master.


twbriggs1988 64M

12/19/2021 7:20 pm

So did it happen Lisa? Further Growth?



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