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Untitled This one is untitled because I’m feeling so fractured that I can not fathom a title appropriate to describe my ramblings. Last you may have read I left our little sub on the island feeling a little lost and broken and although some of these stories are made up and exaggerated there is a little truth in all of them that relates to my life. So fractured…. I think the beauty of this lifestyle is being able to express yourself and your desires in a relatively safe environment without fear. However, it also creates conditions where one can perhaps fall deep into the rabbit hole of fantasy. For me, this has related to being infatuated with someone so deeply that it has affected my journey and decision making. So I have needed to take a step back and reevaluate. How do I let this fantasy go and focus on developing real relationships? How do I let this fantasy go and return to the place where this lifestyle was exciting for me? How do I let this fantasy go and not feel broken or as if I have lost a piece of myself? How do I reclaim the submissive side of myself that I was once proud of? I left that sub on the island, because she still has a lot of growing and learning to do. I want her to be strong and decisive in her decision making. I want her to be able to express her needs and be an equal partner to someone special. I want her to be I love with herself and be able to offer herself with trust in her heart that he will not let her fall. I want her to come home to me soon. Be kind to one another and thanks fo reading. Lisa Mac |
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It will happen Lisa, You area good person and good folks will find you when the time is right. It won't be long. "One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"
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Fantasy is easy to get carried away by. But reality is where we live, even in our lifestyle. Role play is one thing, but fantasizing about a certain way of living or how a partner will/should be usually leads to disappointment when reality sets in. We all have to learn to separate fantasy from reality and make the best of reality.
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Yes it certainly does
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Self awareness must happen from the internal for it to have any meaning long term. The sub you describe isn't mature or ready. Time is patience. Reality is just another form of fantasy. Be a blessing Lisa Mac.
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Hm well be a realist lF fantasy can not become reality w somebody then forget the fantasy move on to someone who will make it reality & say what you just said to yourself here to all perspective partners & the real you will start to come back...always be true to thy own self!
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So PROUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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3/24/2022 6:33 pm |
It will come. It will just be there out of the blue when you least expect it.
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