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Temptations. Where are you? I have spoken of growth and evolving to some extent on here, and for the most part, I am happy at the progress that has been made. Is that progress due to the relationships I have established, most certainly. I can not however stop the desire to look back. While I loathed the little sub that was trying to find her way at time, I miss her. She was often times too afraid to grab life by the balls, but she had a burning fire within her that was mesmerizing. She allowed temptations to lure her down wicked pathways that were not always the best route for her, but at the same time left her feeling alive. The depths of her emotions in fact often swung from one extreme to the next, as if on a pendulum. She saw the frustrations on the faces of those around her, at her somewhat foolish antics, and could not fault them with their “I told you so”. Perhaps that’s why she was replaced. Do you ever look back on your life and try to pinpoint the exact moment that you became an adult? When dreams gave way to responsibilities, when temptations we analyzed and weighed against benefits and disadvantages. I am happy, don’t get me wrong… but sometimes I wish life were not moving as fast as it is, and I could close my eyes and return to the beginning and relive those experiences again. Much love Lisa Mac |
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I look at those past experiences as lessons learned that have brought me to where I am now.
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drmgirl is right: they are important lessons that helped steer you to the present... but it is NEVER wrong to drift back and remember those first, anxious moments. Experience teaches us so much.......and yet, it leaves behind a lovely trail to always reflect upon!
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