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Sorry that I have been silent for so long. My life is sooo noisy at the moment that I can hardly catch a breath, much less get my thoughts clear enough to post something of even my usually not very coherent brainwaves to digital paper. But I think you guys deserve an update, also it might be good for me to just write about all the crap that is happening in my life. So, as I said before, I am still living with my ex and our common daughter together in one house. That is not too bad, since the levels of the house can easily be seperated, so each of us has a kitchen, a bathroom and a big room. Then, upstairs, my daughter has two rooms, and downstairs, I have two more rooms, so I got the better end of the deal. In the last two years, I wanted to focus my efforts into becoming a professional wedding speaker, so that I could finally make some money from my studies. And then, the pandemic hit, and the number of weddings was suddenly reduced to something around the count of zero. So: no business for me until now. Still, if anyone wants or needs a professional speaker for a wedding or a collaring ceremony, I am here and would be happy to help you making your day unforgettable. So, I had no job for some time, and now it will happen that we will not be able to support the house anymore where we are living for several years now. And that means, that we will have to tear our fragile construction apart. My ex wants to move to her new boyfriend, a thousand kilometers away, outside the EU. Leaving all her things behind as she does so. and then, she is planning to get a permanent citizenship for our daughter in her new homecountry, and take her away from me. So, right now, my life feels like a pile of trash, without woman, without home, possibly without daughter, without a job..... That is pretty much to process, and I still need lots of time to process all of that. I don't know where I could go instead, and without a proper job I don't even have an aim to move towards..... However, there is light at the end of the tunnel, and today we had a good talk, me, my ex, her new boyfriend (who is just here for a visit) and our daughter, trying to get some clarity into our thoughts and wants..... I think it is a good start, but it is only one step in a way of many..... Sorry, again, a very long rant, thanks for anyone who is taking the time to read my posts, which are pretty useless and probably of little public interest. But they help me to get my head clearer, and thus to see what needs addressing next. Maybe one day in the future I will start posting interesting things. Again, thanks for reading this far, I am happy about your comments! When you come to a fork in the road, take it. __Yogi Berra
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The "talk" you had can only bring some clarity.
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