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Just for my own benefit really So I thought , day here Alt I am already finding some fascinating people and learning, thinking new thoughts so why not keep a blog so I can back over the experience. I doubt others will find especially interesting but that depends where goes. So today's new thoughts as at 4th April 2021 * I have discovered already that half of guys address as slut; so I seem have joined the rooms with Slut in the . If I am seen as a slut I need act like a slut. * I have been sensibly advised make my photo a bit blurred to avoid obvious recognition. Think how tricky that might be. * I hadnt heard of parties where the guys are dressed but alll the women naked. Ask yourself how that thought makes you respond? * I tried clothes pegs on my nipples for the first, and a little later, the second time. I think may be a whole Blog about that. Briefly first time I lasted about ten seconds and took them off ( ouchie!) quickly thinking "This is just plain sore and not nice" but an hour later I realised I wanted to experienc eit again and this time lasted 20 minutes timed by Alexa. After a while I began to realise it was something different, something I hadnt expected, More later on this topic And yes, I have met some really nice people so for me Alt is definiely 8/ so far So loyal readers a new bulletin shortly And here we are, 8th of April and more doors open So my 2nd report mostly for myself on the last days * Met a few really nice guys I could actually imagine meeting out in the real world . No names * Had a nice long about how "edging" can be experiencedon line * The whole clothes peg thing has galloped ahead two HUGE events record in this diary.. One, a lovely friend made a suggestion about removing pegs when really excited using my vibrator. She knew exactly what she was talking about . Its now going to be a regular pleasure. The second one a need to try again involving pegs and showe jets . Dont think I have the right sort of shower head for that one to work. * Made a big realisation. Guys in Alt are just like guys out .Some are really nice guys you are happy moved a quiet corner table with , even though you know what they are after, Other end of the scale , lots that in real life you'd the cops * Learning a whole new vocabulary too . Next time I will list out all the new words and phrases date. * Watched my first full sex scene. Still dont know if eithe rof them had an orgasm but it was exciting as hell for the audience . More of those I hope So go Blogland, progress report Two Report And here we are 8th of April and I have disscoved the fun be had making "annonymised" profile pictures. Going be my next hobby. Also, fascinating about "objectification" and "dollification" Some really deep thinking guys here I now realise. The two things are very different but in terms of how I respond them they have real parallels . More wojk needed Did I say I briefly joined in a scene . Leasr said the better but fun, Interesting Need find a better way of doing a rolling Blog than this . Another little task , Decided ther eare some really bright, witty nice people here on Alt Not all though believe me End of brief Blog report So here we are th April and I feel like a real Alt regular. Even got called a "wannabee slut" by s*** ( you know you are) and I was actually quite proud of myself. So what report, a lovely Spanish lady showed a so clever way of playing with clothes pegs in the shower, ask if you need details not explaining here. I am being pursued by two guys insist i will just love being "mounted" by a hairy dog. Despite endless protestations I have agreed watch some on line video of but I just know I will find horrible. The whole D'/s dynamic is fascinating isn t ? I am now satisfied that at some level my needs are submissive but I have nothing in common with the "pain slut" slave type. Fascinating about humiliation and objectification is what brought it into focus. With a certain nervousness I changed my profile to "submissive" A whole new interest is Dom Homework required. First site I looked at mentioned nappies so I almost have but it can be more thoughtful than that I think So another report . Love hear feedback th April, no idea if anyone reads this stuff. But do I care? Met some nive guys in that Dom room, I do like the atmosphere I admit Not sure changing my profile say submissive has made any difference. no one reads that stuff either. My latest plan is get watch some "scenes" but I dont seem find any yet . A sweet guy said just watching some scenes will really get me going. We'll see. So hopefully my next report all will be revealled Report Five ( I think) on 19th April A bit disappointed no new progress report kinky party invites and a terrible confession. I am trying I truly am but finding myself oddly held back from getting into scenes . Perhaps I will learn in time because it looks fun and I can see it can be really arousing . Any hints or suggestions welcome My other new interest is why humiliation and objectification are so closely intertwined with all this on so many levels Still working on that one . Met a few lovely new guys by the way . You know who you are Report 23rd April Long debate with a guy who seemed really down earth, genuine. The sort of you'd have in a bar. He didnt mention my tits or call me "slut" or mention dogs. Not even once. So you see there are hints of reality here., And we got discussing how many profiles are fake., Interesting topic Decided maybe one third totally fake, one third pretending to have experience or "skils" they didnt remotely have and one third reasonably genuine But i liked his final comment He said, it doesnt matter . That I should just accept people here for what they claim to be in this virtual world, Interesting thought. Had lots of compliments on my new green hat, must try harder to make a more presentable version . I'm enjoying making comedy profile pictures Had a couple of visits to "hard core " rooms, Isnt it amazing how quickly the mood in a room can build. But there is always the Leave Button if it gets too much More visits planned Here we are 4th May So its been more than a month and I am still here and I have learned so many things. Some good some not good. I have learned that BDSM attracts some men with truly mean and nasty thoughts about women. And some women even worse . But I have met and chatted to some really interesting thoughtful people, and some really sweet people who make me smile. I sometimes need reminding that sex should be fun, I mean laugh out loud fun, sometimes but not always. You guys seem to forget that too I am slowly edging towards on line encounters "scenes" as a way of exploring my own responses to things. I admit I am not sure I can let myself go like I hav eseen some girls manage We'll see won't we Had a lovely chat with a girl in a room called a Breeding Barn. I just know I am going to visit again. Of all the rooms that one seems to get my pulse racing. Had another party invite contact but no parties planned in this dreadful world of lockdown. Watch this space My new hobby has become making fun profile images Need to try to make a few more professional ones of course So far all a bit cheep and cheerful but if they make people smile I am fine with it. A whole new issue has come up, funny, one guy mentions something and suddenly four seem be into it. Its breast feeding and milking. I know obviously breast feeding is an almost serene highly erotic experience but who would have thought people us goat milking machines, Its true , goat ! I was sent a link to a videop of it. Not sure it will ever be my " do list" Love hear from people with experience though Its a never ending journey isnt it!!! G xx Another new phase of my Alt Journey Starting to really enjoy "scenes" in particular I have had two scenes in a room called The Breeding Barn . I had no idea it could get to you the way it does and I think the guys enjoy having me there . Special thanks to girl A very artistic guy has convinced really try harder with my profile pictures. Make them a bit less jokey . I like the fun aspect and might find seriously erotic images more difficult live with. I am thinking about it. Again any ideas welcome We ll here we are and its June already and I havent updated this for weeks. Why? Becauseas well as planning where I go with this real time I have been learning so much more about line sex. Cyber I know many mock the experience and say of course it isnt like real life. Obviously! But it has elements a more mental level that arouse the sensations and responses you reach in real life. I sense someone should do a PhD on this but let me try put my thoughts down. Firstly, like sexual encounters in real life it can be good, amazing or not so good. I suppose it is down my mood but more down the partner, the leader of the scene. So partners, the men. I now appreciate are what its about, Just a handful of guys ( so far!) seem get going. They are skillful, knowing, clever guys . ( You know who you are) When I let myself go and let the scene take over with these guys I reach a mental state I have not often experienced before. I am told it is allowing my submissive nature free but I just know it is a weird but soul shaking sort of arousal. Certainly sexual but not like having sex, Explain that one! I find such pleasure knowing the guy is in the moment with me and maybe is feeling similar arousal, But obviously I cant judge that I do know once or twice what has fely like 30 min flying by in a blur, in fact more than two hours have gone by. Explain that one, guys. So cyber use , cyber surrender, is a route to sexual sensations in its own right, Dont compare it to the realkity of hot sweaty skin on skin pleasure, Accept it for the pleasure it can bring GL Been a LONG time since my last post . Wanted to muse about the men here, I mean whats not to like about musing about men ? I have a statistical mind and put the guys I have contacted here in catagories. First the special guys I mentioned before, Just a handful, I sense they would be much the in real life as here, They have a sort of integrity . I love that these guys who are so clever at creating exciting cyber scenes are open about their arousal and pleasure. Makes helping with that pleasure a great delight. Statistically less than 5% of the guys who contact here. The biggest group I suggest 30% plus are obviously "wannabe" fake fantiscists who I sense "get off " talking any woman about their usually sadistic and brutal approach women. I guess in real life most of these guys are not good at mixing normally with women., Am Ibeing too harsh them? Another group are what I consider the "specialist" interests . Some have been eye opeing and unexpected. Most I couldnt imagine for one momnent ever really doing. Examples are 1. Sex with dogs. What, be serious! 2 Extreme bondage . Intersting bit doesnt do anything for me. I can appreciate the skill involved. 3. Milking machines . At first the thought was horrifying. Now not so sure. Might be an interesting experience 4. Whips crops and floggers, so many here seem love giving and receiving. Cant get my head round it but I fully accept many learn love it. 5. The fetishists , leather and rubber I totally get having gone through a slightly "goth steam punk leather biker" phase . 6. The satins, stockings and lace set, whats not to like I am guessing this group art 25% Been suprised to find a group maybe 10% who seem to be voyeurs . Watching but not contributing. Submissive males dont seem to contact much maybe % I estimate Finally a fascinating group , the trans lot., Been amazed what very lovely people most seem be Just sorry I know so little of their world but heard some fascinating stories so far from this % Big question, did that add 100%? Other question, do you agree with my assessments? G xx |
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Good morning Geri and welcome. I have found blogs a good way to share words. Much better than the flaky and expensive IM - both sender and recipient need at least 10 points, but the sender doesn't know if the recipient has any, so frequently IMs go unanswered and it's perceived as rude. Stupid f* system. Anyway, rant over. One other thing blogs are useful for is, if you create one that's private and where all posts must be approved by you before they can be seen then it can act as a kind of dropbox. People can post to you but only you can see them  I would also recommend creating a brand new email account - web only - just for communicating with people from here, or elsewhere in kink space. Keep it separate from friends and family. I hope you're Having fun. The peg experiment sounds like one that has some more mileage, certainly. When you have played a bit more with your nipples, perhaps try a tentative one on your clit as well. I shall keep watching for more updates Meanwhile, what fabulous weather for Easter Sunday! I think some fresh air is in order. And we all know what fresh air and a little exercise can do for the libido  Enjoy. x
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4/4/2021 2:44 am |
smiles...this brings smiles
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Love your blog love the bit about nipples being pegged ... I sent u a friends request. .... Tews
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Welcome to the blogs. Enjoy your exportation and learning experiences. Best to you. By the way, just wait till you try a cloths pin "zipper". "One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"
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I would venture to guess that most of the, quote men unquote, who immediately referred to you as SLUT before they get to know you should probably be avoided as much as possible. I call those guys Fake Doms. I am mostly one-on-one. A party with dressed men and nude women is not appealing to me. If I were a Dom, once I bond with a sub, I cannot share her. Got to love when those electric lightning bolts of good pain zap those endorphins and makes your entire body shudder! Enjoy those clamps, especially in public.
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Welcome to blog land, your off to a great start!
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4/4/2021 8:47 am |
Good to hear hope you have lots of fun and enjoy too xx
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Good morning Geri How are you this glorious Tuesday? Shame it's a Tuesday really! Please let me know if you'd like to chat. My hang outs is always open x
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you’re getting there .. smiles
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Well, Geri, I would suggest that the numbers are in your favour.... Of course not everyone reads all your profile details and/or all your blog posts but there are so many more men than women that you should still come out on the good side of things... Stay safe, stay kinky, wear a mask, keep on rocking!
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4/21/2021 2:03 am |
I am enjoying your blog updates and you seem to be a little more at ease on here everyday. Your profile and interest groups make good reading too. Keep opening up to your kinky/slutty side as there are many of us enjoying watching you blossom.
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A most interesting and thoughtful blog - I do hope that you keep it going... X
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good to see geri has entered blog life. To avoid the constant need for points to chat in messenger, I recommend you set up a private blog mailbox. This allows you to be contacted without the need for points. If you need a hand simply reply to My private mailbox and will be happy to teach you the ropes. Its about the only feature alt offers that doesn't need points !! enjoy
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you’re progressing well, soon a full blown slut.
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5/20/2021 9:02 am |
Geri, I enjoyed reading your diary. There are some insights into who you are, have been and perhaps will be, aren't there? Also, thanks very much for being one of the first to visit my new group room, Humiliation, An Obsession. I hope the time there was well spent and enlightening.
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I totally get what you are saying here Geri. It works for women too though. Though I'm not sure in the same statistics. Numbers may vary by use. You are correct in your perception that the largest number are fakes and wannabes. Here to explore without any real experience off screen. Of course now my own ego wonders what percentile I've gone to. Keep up the log here sensual slut. Far more interesting than anything else I've read of late.
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9/14/2021 9:15 pm |
Geri I have just found your blog. What excellent and insightful reading it is. Lots of good advice here too from the other responders. I'll look forward to reading future installments! Enjoy the journey!! Cheers, Switch
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Good analysis.
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1/5/2022 10:07 am |
Perhaps more than agreeing with your evaluations, I think the question would be if what you have been here for a long time, satisfies the expectations you had when you joined ALT, if what you found is what you imagined, and if I agree a lot with your evaluations , but I add that here the romanticism is lost, I miss that a lot, for me this world would be great if it had more romanticism, my opinion, probably wrong, Kind regards ALWAYS YOURS
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I really enjoyed reading about your "journey" into alt, Geri. Your evaluation of the different types of men is spot on. I stopped scenening with the wannabes, too. I've no problem to be handled like a "slut" in scene. But I want to be asked politely BEFORE the scene and I expect some care and appreciation AFTERWARD. And those who are not able to provide these two simple things are no Doms in my view but a bunch of jokers and abusers. And they certainly don't know s*it about D/S or BDSM. I'm glad that you found your "special guys" and hope that you keep enjoying this place.
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8/18/2022 5:09 pm |
I love following your journey through this Devious world of ALT.
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As you seem to enjoy nipple pegging you need to experiment with different areas around the nipples and different angles. Also try different types of pegs and progress on to flat faced crocodile clips. When you are ready try screw clips to increase the pressure. Also enjoy the experience of going from numbness to extreme sensitivity. Happy to chat more in a room or messenger - if you see me please page me.
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