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Ready to give up on life.... Post in main blog of course.... 
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2/15/2022 8:38 am |
Don't! It is much too soon.
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So, after having an awesome Valentines night, I come home today to find that I have been given notice where I stay.... So where I stay, is a residential hotel, which was sold 4 months ago. When I moved in here, I met the most awesome man, but there where complications, he is Hindu, I am white... (get the picture?) Anyways now we both have to move, as they are turning the hotel into a student residence. Now, I know that besides the stress of having to move, I am also going to lose him, he, I know will go and live with his children, and I shall find my own place. If anyone understands the Hindu religion, you will understand my plight. But, fuck it hurts!, the first man I have felt love for since my husband died (He also lost his wife to cancer a few years back)... Right now I am in a very dark place, and the tears will not stop falling... I do not think I have the strenghth to go on any more....
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Nothing there ??
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I am so sorry that life has thrown you these curveballs. Sending you hugs 
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Don't! It is much too soon.
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2/15/2022 11:04 am |
I am very sorry to hear that. I do not know what to say. That is heartbreaking news.
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When you ready to give up, think of those that never gave up. Don't think of those that quit, take stregth from those that percivered when it owuld have been easy to throw in the towel. I, personally will never give up. My son was born premature, he fought for life for 3 months before finally coming home. When he was 18 months old, he was in a car wreck, his neck brkoen in 2 places.He has spent his life in a wheelchair. Yet, he completed High School, taking classes with "healthy" kids. He became an Eagle Scout. He was president of the chess club He learned to drive and got his license He goes to collage, working on his Bachalor's Degree I couldn't dream of quiting on life after what he has accomplished. Hurting sucks. But you have to keep fighting and living.
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Oh YES you do girl. You have been through all sorts of shit through your life, and still your here to live and experience. So they are going to turn it into student accommodation? Well fuck Kat, go out and enroll as a student of something, and then use that as a reason to apply to stay on. That way your gentleman friend can come visit you at 'your' place, irrespective of where he lives.
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just as that student residence conversion thing came out of nowhere, tomorrow or even an hour or a few minutes from now something super-great can happen! maybe the two of you can make it all work. don't give up!
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2/15/2022 3:55 pm |
Don't let life happen. Make it happen. Take each day one at a time and deal with only today. Worry about tomorrow, tomorrow. Stop your crying. You need to think clearly and objectively. That means thinking about what you can do and not what you can't do. Don't be weak. You can get past this. Don't doubt yourself and be your own worst enemy. It's time to be strong. There are always options...always a way to do something. Whether you lose him or not will be his decision based on what he does, or what he fails to do. You have no control over that. Control what you can control. I'm not heartless. I want you to survive. I'm sorry that you're so far away..
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2/15/2022 5:29 pm |
What are you planning? Slow down. Think it out.
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Ooh, this is hard! Sighs.. I feel for you..... I can relate to that feeling, i do Have been in the same place, some time ago... If you want to talk/mail, i am Esperansa on Fet, there you can write with each other, without the fear of alt messing with your messages....
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Not sure that I can help in any way, but if you want someone to chat to, let me know.
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rondiri, I hope you dont mind me reaction to your reaction, on here. You know, when people are for what ever reason..? depressed, thinking about ending their lifes, it does not help, to tell them, the sun is shining again tomorrow. That is, actually a lack of empathy and understanding. it does not help that specific person, at all. It only makes things worst. I assume you mean well, and i am glad your son did find his joy in life and all that. But! a BIG BUT, you can not compare his life / choices with someone who had enough of it all! Showing understanding is all that counts. No comparision, of what evers....
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Guys, I am sorry, I heard the news last night when I came home. I freaked out, but this lady always sees a silver lining, and has taught her man the same thing. Tonight things seem a less gloomy, give me three more days, and I shall find the solution!!.. Thank you for you kind comments....
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