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The Perfect Play Session for a Gifted Masochist Slave I was blessed by Mother Nature with the gift of having<b> masochism </font></b>saturating totally within my mind and body. I am proud that I am a masochist, and I reap through this gift unlimited pleasure through pain, sophisticated and total humilation and degradation, and bondage, and at the same time having the gift of giving my sadist, my Master, unlimited pleasure through his unlimited use of my body and mind. Master has created the ultimate in a session of play for me: We would have a session that is divided into three parts. The first is pretty conventional, with myself enduring different pains, gradually w ith my Master Sadist increasing the pain level slowly and deliberately, flooding my mind with endorphins, dopamine, and oxytocin, until I obtain attain subspace which is perpetual ecstasy for me. I see myself floating above my tortured body being used by my Master taking in every deep sensation he is able to give me. He keeps me there for quite awhile, possibly helped by stimulating and sexually arousing so that I am also on the edge of coming with no relief which is also a form of torture. Second, after awhile he would suddenly break me out of subspace by slapping my face until I have shaken off the spell I was under so that we would next have a session of "Topping from Below" giving me a chance to test his physical stamina and endurance against my own physical stamina and endurance as I just descrbed in my first post. I give him the list of instruments and tools of torture to be used on my craving body, with each tool being used for a certain amount of time measured by a stopwatch. As my sessions and training continue, the number of instruments of torture I must ask Master to use on me grows, and the time each one is used grows longer and longer. Either I or my Master will eventually exhaust our bodies, but one will do so first, and be declred the winner of our contest as described in my first post. Third, when either one of us is physically exhausted, and cannot go on further with the sadomasochism and "Topping from Below", we end that and we go to the last phase of our session where my Sadist Master subjects me and my exhausted body to the torture of countless orgasms one after another induced by his special techniques. For a short while, I seem to always regain my strength, but under the stream of continuous orgasms that are tearing my lower abdominal and pelvic muscles painfully apart, I begin to weaken. However, his methodical methods of causing me such painful sexual agony continues, and the orgasms do not stop. I go into one continous siezure that continues until I swoon into total sexual exhaustion and unresponsiveness. And as I slip away into tortured, exhausted, oblivion, Master uses every means to coax orgasms out of my spent body, even after my mind is no longer aware of the orgasms tearing apart my body, and even though my body is in the process of shutting down. I classify this as the ultimate scene that my Master's creativity as a sadist is capable of creating with a masochist given the gift of being capable of handling this creativity, and it is a scene that one never would get tired of, because each time it would always be different, ever increasingly intense, longer in duration, and a new challenge and mountain peak to scale with no hope of ever reaching an end to my raw debasement and slavery through pain ever being possible. Each time I challenge myself and my Master to endure longer in "Topping from Below" where I direct him to use a greater number of tools of torture on me, and each for longer periods of time to increase the length and duration of agony that I crave and must have. I love my Master, I love my Sadist so much, I want him so much, only he gives me what I need. Slave |
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