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22 june 1455 hrds ITS OFFICIAL,,I AM A TWAT besides some one thinking i was threatening them which i wasnt i would never threaten any one, what i said was between them and me only and had nothing to do with anyone else here , either do or dont do as yoda might ay. now they are mega pissed off at me and wont speak to me at all. , today i had to go to the hospital at 0930 as my vac pump was leaking, i was there for 2 hours , so went to asda to fill the car up and bought some 2lt bottles of summer crush drink and pre made up chicken salads. got to the landing outside my front door and the handle snapped on the carrier bag and the salads spilled out, the flimsy lids split and all three spread their contents over the landin, but worse the bottles of drink rolled under te barrier and fell onto the grass below, EXPLODING like wet bombs , so ive got no alads and no drink and dont have the energy to go back and buy more. in facr i dont seem to have the umph todo any thing, didnt go to the gym yesterday or today. and wont be going thursday either all because i fucked up in a whats ap message over just wanting to lash out because i felt hurt over something i had no right to be upset about , just stupid me every time.!!!! and unless they<b> forgive </font></b>me in some small way im stuck in limbo. was going to dymchurch with and grandson thursday, but had a change of plan as thunderstorm forecast for that part of kent, so we are going to adventure island in southend. im dt=riving over to sutton to pick them up,, then take them back later as theres another train strike .thats it for now wonder what else is going to go wrong today ? |
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