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Friends815 62F
961 posts
3/22/2023 6:15 am
Facing Your Demons



I miss the way
I was accountable
I miss the way
I could atone my sins
Repent what I had done
Or failed to do

There is something precious
In this manner of living.
A lot of it much like a
Monastic lifestyle
Except for remaining
A virgin lol

As I finally grew to understand
that I could tell Him
Anything
And He would listen
Hear me
Help me
With whatever demons
I was trying to deal with

I miss the ways
The ways that only a Master
Could understand. Debra

bdsmDOMdaddy 61M
4196 posts
3/22/2023 7:33 pm

a D or s to be w o the other...is to be lost dead empty inside w a huge void missing & a long search quest to find the one that brings iT all alive again!
TY it’s like riding a bike as it all comes back quick! lol


Friends815 replies on 3/22/2023 9:47 pm:
Thank you!

alwaysassertive 64M

3/22/2023 5:16 pm

Im not sure if you're going to know someone is for you the first time you meet them, or the second time. The best relationship I ever had was with someone I didn't like and she didn't like me. She later told me that she thought I was a real asshole, arrogant and she hated me. I didn't hate her though, but I didn't like her at all. Later things changed dramatically. Just be careful and don't rely on first impressions. Open your heart but don't leave it unprotected until you really know. Thank you for your kindness.


Friends815 replies on 3/22/2023 9:50 pm:
Yes that happened to me with my e husband. I didn’t like him but ended up marrying him and we have a grown lovely daughter. Even when we split up we remained close for her sake. Always grateful to you!

jenny14 75T  
90399 posts
3/22/2023 10:20 am

debra

It is so wonderful to have some-one with whom to share our thoiughts....


A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing. George Bernard Shaw

Jenny


Friends815 replies on 3/22/2023 3:55 pm:
Indeed Yes! A Bestie.

wantasubslave2 64M
78 posts
3/22/2023 9:06 am

nive very nice to read


Friends815 replies on 3/22/2023 1:16 pm:
Thank you for visiting my blog!

uncommon1 66M  
1452 posts
3/22/2023 7:46 am

If you're writing this
the demons haven't
won. Embrace the
evolution of your
consciousness.
When you dance with
your demons, make sure
you lead.


Friends815 replies on 3/22/2023 3:56 pm:
Wow. What you say is so true. Make sure I lead. Thank you so much for visiting me and for your words of truth. I am honored. Debra

likeithot19 62M
6105 posts
3/22/2023 7:16 am

Are you facing your demons, or are they facing you?
Who is really calling who out?


Friends815 replies on 3/22/2023 7:18 am:
When I was owned
Master called them out
And I followed Him.

Thank you for visiting! And commenting! Debra

alwaysassertive 64M

3/22/2023 7:06 am

I like the glasses. I'm always wearing mine. I only deal with demons one way. I kick their asses and make them little bitches cook me a pizza.

You're right about being held accountable. Things you fail to do are just as important as the things you do, sometimes more. I've cut people out of my life faster for what they failed to do than for what they did.

I'm not saying I can't forgive, because I do forgive, but there comes a time when there's no more left.

The easy path isnt always the right path. Maybe you need to stop and think a bit before you travel too far down a path you've chosen.

Well on todays menu is blues. I'll be listening to bobby rush all day with some buddy guy thrown in.

peace out.


Friends815 replies on 3/22/2023 7:26 am:
One of the things I do most, is think about things. But there comes a time for doing. And thinking long can lead to insecurities stopping from moving forward. I can think myself right out of doing. And I’ve learned that gut instincts are not wrong. That’s when you must act. Life is short. Master did not want me to be alone. Before He died I promised I wouldn’t let the slave die with Him. Always a pleasure! Thank you for your wisdom.

Plzrmeister 67M  
10498 posts
3/22/2023 6:25 am

Except for remaining a virgin.

Those poor monastics .....

That's certainly one downside of that manner of living.

Make Women Female Again


Friends815 replies on 3/22/2023 7:29 am:
Absolutely! Nice to see you!


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