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51 posts
10/3/2023 6:22 pm

Lost kyttn in the wild

Good evening!
Here in Las Vegas and cant really say that i am loving it to be truthful.
Been here for few years now and have found that most folks here either use you or take from you. I would not recommend.
Visitors like to come in for their vacations and treat the ones who live here as their own personal party bus then get twisted when they are turned down.
Being from the mid west and used to actual people, im becoming a bit put off by all the crap that swims in this pool.

rydermantel 69M

25867 posts
5/2/2024 6:39 pm

I have never been to Las Vegas.

MilknHunni 54F

521 posts
10/28/2023 5:12 pm

I feel u bout how ppl think u should be treated the WAY THEY want or think u should be!!! Dont realize even thesmallest cute kitty scratch thier eyes out if backed in atmosphere not used to!!! Pets lkitty awww .....😊🐅purr for me!😉👍👁👁🤗 collar?

shykyttn51 replies on 10/29/2023 10:35 pm:
Thank you.
Hope your weekend is going amazingly well!

MatureDomFL4subF 50M

10/13/2023 2:39 pm

I am enjoying your blog….

shykyttn51 replies on 10/15/2023 9:34 am:
Thank you.
I am glad you enjoy it.

alwaysassertive 64M

10/4/2023 12:53 pm

You could alway find some property in the country in SC or NC relatively inexpensive. I'd stay within the US except for maybe one of the islands off of Spain. The thing about going home is when you go back to where you started everything will have changed. Look to the future. There's someone out here for you. From your profile you definitely have some desirable qualities.

shykyttn51 replies on 10/4/2023 1:26 pm:
Thank you. It is very strange. I keep getting told that the qualities i possess are desirable and that I am a good person and yet, having those very things weaponized to be used against you is very disheartening. There is so much wrong when I am told that what is great about my personality and core is what is not wanted. My mind and heart are at odds so much anymore. I take things literal and yet my thought process is more abstract. I am a contradiction to what is considered normal society.
I am not sure if there really is someone, anyone out there for me. At this point, I think I am too afraid to hope anymore.

meltwill2 72M

3827 posts
10/4/2023 10:31 am

Welcome to the blogs. Having lived all around the world there is no perfect spot. I wish there was......I would go live there.....best you can do is find a spot you like and make your small area just how you want it. Good Luck to You.

shykyttn51 replies on 10/4/2023 12:39 pm:
That is what I am looking for it seems. Finding a spot where im able to be. i do know that it will not be in a huge city or a suburb. i ran away to the mountains to heal myself a while back. everything became just too much. i was up so high that i had to truck in water and a generator was my power supply. i had finally started to feel peace. i had to come down simply due to i know i would not do well as a meat popcicle.

Solidman4U 77M

41 posts
10/4/2023 8:38 am

I can not speak to ANY CITY. I find it hard to discover anyone that truly is in our lifestyle no matter where you (WE) are.. As they say, talk is cheap. We do know that there is a number of us that are in, AND LIKE, the lifestyle. The issue is where do we find who and what we are seeking. If you CAN figure that out, bottle it and you will make millions.

I wish you well in your journey, and may you find happiness that will carry you thru.

shykyttn51 replies on 10/4/2023 12:43 pm:
This has given me so much to mull over. As i try to find a place i can belong, maybe even people that could accept me as i am, i realize more by the day that any city as you put it just will never be for me. i get overloaded at times. i had gotten so used to the quiet of simple that all this "have to have" i have to get away from.

shykyttn51 51F

49 posts
10/4/2023 8:00 am

I have found that here, fake and flake are what is in demand. I am not like that and so I stay to myself for the most part. I have plans to leave here and am saving to that goal. Unlike most, I choose to stay true to myself and not become what is the "norm" here.
While I save, I look about to find a place I can call home. Home to me is not just a place to sleep but also a place where I fit and can be accepted as myself. No hidden agendas or hiding.
I think the biggest issue is folks are in such a grasping and taking frenzy that they have forgotten what it is to be an actual person.
Things that glitter and shine here are so bloody tarnished and worn. I know I do not fit. Im ok with that.
What hurts my soul is I am tired of being told how wonderful and nice I am only to have them turn that against me as a weapon.

DancingDom 74M

22614 posts
10/4/2023 1:49 am

Come back to the Midwest. Welcome to the blogs. Best to you.

"One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"

shykyttn51 replies on 10/4/2023 8:07 am:
One big sky as long as you can see it through the muck and ick that are the people anymore.
The hate and avarice that seems to be so invasive kills those like me even under the same sky.

alwaysassertive 64M

10/3/2023 10:16 pm

quite an interesting profile. You're not going to find what you need there. Everything there is fake. It gets super hot there too. I'd melt there. I need cooler temperatures. There are plenty off fakes on alt but there are also some real people that have their head on strait. you just have to weed through the fakes that are just looking for pussy. At 6 foot you're a big girl, but horizontally you'd equal out just fine.
You're not going to find the guidance and discipline you need there. Stability is somewhere else.

shykyttn51 replies on 10/4/2023 8:05 am:
You are right. I found out the hard way that a farm girl from the mid west should never ever try to exist in a world that is not for her. I only came here for a job and found so much that is wrong with the world.
There is nothing for me back home so I save and look at other areas. Some not even in the US anymore. I keep thinking that one day I can find my place in this world. I used to hope, I think this place is draining that from me.

Everythingsup 54M

583 posts
10/3/2023 9:07 pm

Time to get out of dodge as they say. Hope you find the peace your looking for

shykyttn51 replies on 10/4/2023 8:02 am:
Working on that actually.
While I save I look around to see where to next. Til then, I stay to myself by myself. That is the only way to be safe I found.


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