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The Committee The committee in my head meets regularly. Sometimes during the day but most often during the night when I wake up and there is darkness and only the quiet hum of the ceiling fan. The committee often meets when I am feeling, oh shall we say, “less than.” When I think I have really fucked something up. Of course, it can also meet when I’m feeling like a bad ass and tells me with certainty that I can conquer the world. Sometimes the committee meets out of shear boredom. Those are often the times when I like hearing the minutes of their meetings. It can be very entertaining. The committee thrives on my thoughts and influences my feelings. But I have to remember they are frequently discussing topics that are based in pure unreality. Most of the negative things my committee tells me aren’t real. I am good soul that is growing every day. Catharsis. The committee usually adjourns when I share with others. When I meditate. When I write. When I am honest and open. I appreciate the committee. They help me be a better me. Meeting adjourned. This lil pup usually kicks the committee to the curb....... |
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NCDaddySadist, i must admit to not understanding what you mean in these references to the committee, other than it seeming to be a part of the brain. The whole time i read i kept thinking of executive reasoning and logic, only because of hearing those terms in school. i kept wanting to understand better than i did. And in parts i felt like i could relate to some of the thoughts you shared. i dunno, but it seems cool. Even though i don't understand but am drawing inferences from context clues, i do find it interesting to think this might be how you account for your thoughts that are more illogical or unreal. i find myself re-reading this post. Thank you for sharing. Be well.
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NCDaddySadist, i must admit to not understanding what you mean in these references to the committee, other than it seeming to be a part of the brain. The whole time i read i kept thinking of executive reasoning and logic, only because of hearing those terms in school. i kept wanting to understand better than i did. And in parts i felt like i could relate to some of the thoughts you shared. i dunno, but it seems cool. Even though i don't understand but am drawing inferences from context clues, i do find it interesting to think this might be how you account for your thoughts that are more illogical or unreal. i find myself re-reading this post. Thank you for sharing. Be well.
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