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Hiku_82 41F
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3/31/2024 7:51 pm
my switch mind....

While I have been growing and really embracing my Top side, finding new facets to explore. Growing in my confidence, loving the feel of control, training, guiding.
I randomly do miss being guided, the discipline, the servitude, loss of control given to another. I miss the being told what to wear, tasks, how to act. I miss feeling protected, feeling cared for in that way. I miss the hair pulling, the OTK, the floggings, the crop, the ice, the knives, the wax...being done to me. I don't miss it 24/7, but I miss it. It is a very interesting thing to have happening in my head, to enjoy talking to a sub and that relationship growing, but missing the part of me that still wants to be submissive.


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