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What's scary and what's not... on ALT When I'm thinking intellectually about the varied interests and activities of those on this site, I don't think anything is scary. It's all about everyone finding that internal craving, yearning, or drive and expressing it in their own way. I don't pass judgement on anyone's likes or dislikes, I have plenty of my own to sort out and analyze without worrying about someone else. The only person's yearnings that I care about more then my own is my partners; referring to partners past. I feel that having unsatisfied desires can drain you of energy if unattended. A relationship needs both partners to feel unbridled satisfaction when it comes to expressing themselves sexually. I've always been the teacher....a guiding hand. The journey into the imagination can bring wonderful bounty. (side note: sometimes, the words and sentences come to me in flurries and they don't settle down long enough to grab a hold of and spit out here. I'm just going to move on to the things on ALT that scare me..."the little me" and the "Big Me".... Ok, the little me has been searching on alt this past few weeks for Dominant woman or switches that have diapers/infantilism checked off on the interest list. OMG.....the little me nearly ran back into the closet to cover himself up with coats. I thought I might find a nurturing type that didn't want to stick anything in my butt!! (I nearly fell out of my chair when I read that...) And the names...that's enough to scare anyone...Mommybitch, Bendoverbaby, PsychoMom, MistressMommysadist, etc.... (names are made up to protect the innocent, but if by chance one of the names up there actually does belong to someone...my apologies...it is purely coincidence as I am only using the names as an example.)... One profile was talking about how nurturing and loving and cuddling ...then towards the end it said something about the daily ritual of sticking something in my butt!! I shivered and quickly closed that profile...how scary is that...goodness. Another profile wanted to nurture me and beat me!! The "Big me" would never let the "little me" get hurt ever again. So, no beatings, no chaining, and I'm domestically challenged and not looking for a job as a maid. Those profiles made me shake even more.... It seems that a majority of the woman interested in putting diapers on a man...also want to turn him into a sissy, or a maid, or servant in girls clothes, etc.... (opening up the closet to show off all the BLUE clothes I have! Enough said.) The little me has been realizing that it's going to be quite the task to find someone to accept him. I mentioned my fear of being beaten, but I do realize that spanking is also an interest. I've never been spanked but I think about it when I'm in little mode. I'm sure I'm willing to try most things with a loving partner, as long as it's a nurturing environment. I am not the one to go to the Dungeon dressed in leather. I think about breaking rules and getting turned over someone's knee and spanked. I guess my thoughts on that might run along the lines of domestic discipline. It's quite late and I can see that this entry has some gaps, so I'll try to patch them in the morning. "If you spend all of your time worrying about tommorow, then you don't have any time left to enjoy today." |
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Thank you for the compliments, they always make me smile. It was very nice of you to take the time to send me a note.  I hope you continue to read.
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1/11/2006 7:20 pm |
giggles and claps, and says i like reading your blogs very much (smile) more more
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9/26/2006 6:35 am |
VERRY INSPIRED BY YOUR WORDS AS IF IVE KNOWS THEM BEFORE .YES ITS TRUE SOME PEOPLE LOOK FOR A MASTER/DOM,BUT YET THERE IN MY EYES ARE SUBMISIVE IN A WAY WANTING TO CONTROLL,NOT ALL ?BUT A DADDY WOULD NEVER LET THAT HAPPEN.I HAVE DELETED MY PROFILE I HOPE YOU GET THIS.YOU ARE SPECIAL AND EACH PERSON HAS A LITTLE SOMETHING IN THEM AND EVERYONE WILL FIND THERE MATCH IN TIME .BUT DADDY WILL ALWAYS HAVE HIS LITTLE GIRL.... YOUR ADMIRIER....... SOGGY BOTTOM GIRL.............
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