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Roughest time of year So, it's just about that time of year where everything gets rough. Emotionally and mentally rough. The anniversary of my father's death. My birthday and anniversary of my father's internment. The death of my last fiance. My grandsons birthday. Don't even get me started on the holidays. My issues with trust and abandonment are at their highest. PTSD mode from now until the end of February. I've already started the days of crying. I need to get back into the gym but that means waiting on my roommate to feel better. Today is NOT a good day. I will continue to smile whenever I am around others. I'll my keep my tears and anguish behind closed doors as usual. I may not live by myself but I am alone non-the-less. I want to feel alive again. I want to feel life again. Until that time happens, I'll be in a dark corner watching the world go by. Btw, I am out of cookies. |
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Come to the dark side, we have cookies  Hang in there one moment at a time.
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