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Blogs > abryhtshadow > Binding the Eros Electric

abryhtshadow 65M
56 posts
6/22/2010 6:10 pm

Last Read:
6/26/2010 6:37 pm
A Missed Opportunity to Cum

Last night i was chatting with Mistress and She expressed a desire to watch me play with myself on cam. Now, being a fervent exhibitionist, i was more than happy to comply. She shared a few fantasies about what She would like to do to me. How She would share me with Her friends. How she would bind me. She then told me i was permitted to cum, after a little session of edging. Now, it has been a couple of weeks since i have cum but i have been edging multiple times each day as part of my service to Mistress. After all that, with Mistress watching and Her fantasies fresh in my mind needless to say, i was more than willing to cum. At least i was willing but unfortunately my cock was not. i came very close several times with the edging, clamping down hard at the last moment. Then the moment arrived. Mistress told me to cum. But as hard as i worked my cock, as much as i pulled, stroked and slapped it, i could not cum. The moment had passed. Mistresss gave me thirty seconds, then ten minute (now there is mercy) and still nothing. Only frustration.

Now i have missed the moment and my latest roll of the die is a five. No more cumming for five days. At least two edging sessions a day for each of those five days. Oh my aching balls.

Sometimes you win, sometimes not.

e 5d 2r

Fathom76 47M

6/22/2010 6:55 pm

 Interesting post. So why do you think you couldn't cum?


abryhtshadow 65M
72 posts
6/22/2010 8:10 pm

 Fathom,

There may be several reasons i couldn't cum. The most likely is fatigue. The weekend had been exhausting and i was sore all over. It may be that after a few aborted attempts at orgasm my body just gave up.

ab


Fathom76 47M

6/23/2010 9:26 am
    Quoting abryhtshadow:
    Fathom,

    There may be several reasons i couldn't cum. The most likely is fatigue. The weekend had been exhausting and i was sore all over. It may be that after a few aborted attempts at orgasm my body just gave up.

    ab
Perhaps. When I originally read your post I instantly thought about what the "mind fuck" is doing to you. All this denial and edge play likely has you in a spin of emotions, which could effect your ability to cum. Just a thought


Fathom76 47M

6/23/2010 9:27 am
    Quoting  :
You're such an evil wonderful woman...lol


abryhtshadow 65M
72 posts
6/23/2010 10:02 am

 Ms. Smotheryounow,

i am not in a chastity device. i recognize that if i cheat on my service to Mistress that i am cheating not just Her but on both of U/us. i enjoy the tension that comes from the constant edging and not knowing when my next orgasm will be permitted. i also enjoy the feeling of Her control over me. If i cum without permission or otherwise break faith with Her orders, i do not experience what i desire most. Further, i try to follow the spirit of Mistress' commands, not just the letter. i have no interest in trying to exploit loopholes. That is counter productive. It does not provide me with what i seek.

i suppose this means that i am not really on the honour system. i am following Her orders for strictly selfish reasons. Her pleasure and control are my pleasure and service. That seems to work well for both os U/us.

Sincerely,
abryhtshadow (jshado)


abryhtshadow 65M
72 posts
6/26/2010 6:37 pm

 Fathom,

It is entirely possible that the edging and denial is having an affect on my ability to cum. Mindfuck? Well, if so it was good for me. Mistress has given me what i wanted and taken what i most earnestly wanted Her to take.

ab



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