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A Session or The Game Mistress and i had another of O/our chats last night. O/our chats cover a lot of different topics, many of them having nothing to do with BDSM. W/we talk about gardening, our jobs and cooking. W/we discuss politics and raising . W/we chatter about just about anything. Last night was no different except that W/we were also discussing a couple of times for our next scene. It seems that W/we may be playing on Wednesday night (tomorrow) from about 7:30 to 9:00 PST if She can clear a few things off Her schedule. When i ask Her what toys i should have ready, She told me to have the e-stim toys on hand. This sent a thrill of excitement through me. Then She added that if She was not available, i should play “the game” and record it on video for Her later enjoyment. This sent a shiver of both excitement and fear through me. “The game” is something that i originally proposed and that W/we refined together. It has simple rules. Electrodes are placed on my cock and in my ass. The electrode for the cock is a stainless steel urethra plug. The electrode for my ass is a stainless steel but plug. Once the electrodes are in place i roll four ten sided dice. The first three determine the power, pulse rate and frequency settings on the PES box. The forth determines duration for each group of settings with time varying from one and eight minutes. (The timing is a little more complicated than just minutes corresponding to number on the die.) The game itself lasts one hour. Because the dice produce random results, there is no way to anticipate what the next settings will be. The settings might be so low i can barely feel them or strong enough to make me whimper and curl up. Before the game i would e-stim myself by building up the power over time, increasing the strength of the stimulation as my nerves slowly numbed. This game does not allow that. The power can leap up suddenly, and certainly did the last time i played. Jumping from power three to ten is intense and painful. It is what i had craved, the pushing of my limits and an intense experience. It is also something to fear now that i have experienced it. i told Mistress this and She said She liked the fear. i know She does. i will obey. If Dhe does not have time for me tomorrow, i will play the game and She will have a chance to enjoy my suffering after by watching the video. If She does have time to play it may be just as brutal or perhaps more so. In the past Mistress has been a little tentative in Her use of the e-stim. Now that She knows what i am willing to endure for Her, i expect She will feel free to indulge Her desire to hear me moan and gasp. Unlike the dice, She will be directing the settings to achieve the maximum effect. i fear this as well. It also excites me. The thought of of it kept me awake most of the night and kept my cock hard with anticipation. If She does join me for the session, it will be live on my ALT web cam for any who might care to watch. Watching e-stim can be rather boring but i think the audio will make up for that. My only regret is that She is so far away and cannot change the settings Herself while i am tied down helpless and forced to endure. i can hardly wait for the 312 to arrive. |
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