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Tonight..... Tonight, i am tired, and cranky and confused. i feel like i don't know which way is up anymore. Like i don't know what is in my own mind. i feel like i'm being pulled in so many different directions i don't know which way is up anymore. i've tried to examine what lies within my heart......but i just don't know. One minute i feel one way, the next minute completely different. i wish i had someone to talk to. i feel scared and alone. my eyes hurt from staring at this stupid computer screen, waiting, hoping for the answers to appear. i'm in a fog. i want one thing, then the next minute i manage to convince myself it's not what i want at all.....i want something completely different. Why does this have to be so difficult? Just surrender. Is it wrong to give myself to someOne, when i don't know if He is my One? is it wrong to ache for touch when i vowed to wait chastely for my One? is it wrong to want to just take a break from all of this? My head hurts. i need some vague, undefinable something. i need definitive answers. i need to forget myself, or....remember myself? |
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4/29/2006 9:33 pm |
I hope it gets better rayne.......I think everyone at one point or another feels this way, lord knows I have.-Be Well Deev
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I hope it gets better rayne.......I think everyone at one point or another feels this way, lord knows I have.-Be Well Deev Thanks for the kind words deevy
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