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First diaper in quite sometime.... I am wearing my first diaper in ages... I have been so busy and focused on my university degree. Well I have to say that a wave of feelings rushed over me as I taped it up. Excitement, secure, naughty to name but a few. What really surprised me though was that comfortable snug feeling - like a hug that leaves you feeling happy yet also provides that feeling of being safely held in someones arms. I know that wanting to wear a nappy is rationally weird and illogical and yet I guess this is why they call it a fetish. It is an irrational need or desire that cannot fully be explained in mere words for the emotions involved are complex. I wont lie, there is a sexual thrill that I get from wearing them, but then it is more than just that. The desire itself predates my own sexual awakening. When my sexual awareness became apparent I had already become fixated upon the idea of wearing a diaper and I guess the two aspects merged. Of course this was not helped in any way shape or form by my own bedwetting until the age of 13-14. I was never punished for my bedwetting nor made to wear diapers and yet I was still strangely attracted to them. Probably a logical response I suppose. anyway... Cheers LT Illusions are often better than reality but only if you believe in them |
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