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30 days submissive training i experienced (part 2) As I sit here. Trying to remember and share here some of my personal experience from the recent cross country train ride across America. At this time I am undergoing more submissive training I have been told. I am sitting here naked. Wearing the chastity cage from hell. These metal spikes have been ripping me apart. I had to set up a webcam here. There is a live feed ongoing. No idea who is watching me at this point in time. But as I look to who is logged on at this time. I see the viewer count right now is 23 This is public humiliation training I was told. A form of submission I have hated. It used to be a hard limit. A very hard limit. But during this training I am told that others determine all my limits. I have surrendered to my trainers. To continue where I last left off. I was on my knees before a Dominant and Superior Female. She had a strapon in her crotch. My face was staring at her cock. I was intimidated by her. Handed me a pill. Ordered me to swallow it. I needed something to drink. She reached into her bag and withdrew a bottle. I knew you wanted this. She unscrewed the top. Handed me the bottle. I have been saving this just for you. It is my essence of urine and spit. Now take the pill and drink everything in that bottle. That night she made me worship and deep throat her cock. The feeling of her balls in my mouth and her cock down the back of my throat did something to me. And the magical male enhancement pill was kicking in and making my pee pee try to grow to man size. As my pee pee swelled the metal spikes grabbed hold and made me double over in pain. I got on the bed and she took me doggy style. Calling me her bitch as she slapped my ass and thrust her cock in me. Over and over again. She brought me to the edge of orgasm using her cock to massage my prostate. I have not had an orgasm in who knows when. And I was afraid of what might happen if I drained my balls. I tried to hold. Seeing I have not been given permission to cum. But it was like my teeth were floating in the back of my head. Like a male sometimes feels when her has been holding his urine to the point where he has to relieve himself in the toilet, before he pees all down his pants. I begged and begged to please let me cum. She just laughed at me. She told me they said I was a little piggy. They were right. You are a little piggy aren’t you. I admitted to her I was a little piggy. Now please let me cum. She said cum in your hand little piggy. Body shook. I was experiencing sensations I have not felt since before I begged my wife to allow me to bring chastity in our marriage. The time came. I felt so warm I was feeling like a man. About to drain these blue balls. Instead of a large heavy load shooting all over my hand. I felt what I felt was a massive orgasm shooting from my dick. Instead what was happening was my cock swelled and swelled. And those metal spikes pierced the flesh of my rock hard cock. As I shook and shook, I finally had an orgasm. Not a hard driving load. Rather a couple drops dripped from the head of my cock. She laughed when she saw it. What I saw in my hand and the way she was talking to me. I just wanted to go in the corner/ Crawl into a little ball and die. She was laughing and laughing AT me as she watch me lick my hand clean I am remembering these details because she was recording this and this morning I was made to watch it. Part of my training I was told. Before the morning she turned me over on my back. I lifted my legs. Spread them apart. Watched her come at me. She fucked me over and over again. This time she introduced breath control. Breath play into the session. As she fucked me, she placed her hands on my throat. She squeezed until I could not breath. She released her grip allowing me to breath. Then she squeezed my throat again and again. She climbed on top of me. Fucked my face with her cock. Then she st on my face and smothered me. She took pictures of me on the bed. My legs in the air. On my knees with her cock in my mouth and she recorded me as I promised to be a better and more obedient slave. She said she was sharing this with others. Let the world know you are a little piggy. She sent me in the shower to clean up. Time for you to go. I was being kicked aside. I felt so low. Asking myself, in my head, what did I do wrong. I stepped out of the shower. Felt so fresh and clean. Washed my hair and dried it. I felt so much better. Trying to put what just happened out of my mind. Se was dressed in business attire. Black jacket. White silk blouse. Black slacks. Professional looking shoes adorned her feet. She was wearing what I would say were sexy looking glasses. Her hair was pulled up into a bun. I stood there frozen. Watched as she applied lipstick her her luscious lips. It was then I fell to my knees. Knelt before her. Like it was what it was required of me. May I kiss your feet I asked. DO IT she said. She stood there with the lipstick in her hand. She looked down on me Called me a pathetic. No idea why someone wants a piece of shit like you. She called me a pathetic loser. Then kicked me aside. Time to get dressed. It’s check out time. I laid your clothes out on the bed. Get dressed and be quick about it. I looked at what was chosen for me. A red lacy bra. Pair of matching lace panties. Crotch-less panties so my cage can hang out. There were pink leggings. A pink T-shirt with the word QUEEN on the front. There were white sneakers and pink sweat pants. As I got dressed I felt ashamed of myself. Dressing like a girl. Dressed in pink with red bra and panties. I’m about to continue of my train ride. I’m in a city I have never been to before. How could I go out in public like this. I’m just hoping no on sees me. After getting dressed she made me pack up the cameras gear. Then she made to pose for more pictures. I want this as my profile pic she said. She grabbed hold of me. Hugged me and kissed me. I felt her tongue in my mouth. My crotch was stirring as I was getting excited. I tried to pull back but she just held me tighter.. Hope who ever you are doing this for is worthy of a slave like you. I need to clean your face. I got lipstick on you. She cleaned my cheek and around my lips. Just a few final touches she said. Then she applied red lipstick to my lips. Put a hat on my head. A pink cap that said “Pink Ladies”. Before you go. One final touch. She held a spray bottle in front of me. This is my favorite she said. And she sprayed some perfume on me. Now down on your knees she said. As I knelt before her she made me look up to her. If you weren’t owned by someone already. I would love to brand you as my personal slave.. Now lets get this stuff and carry it to the lobby. We have a cab to catch. She was driving me to the train station. Or so I thought. My thought was to climb on that train and crawl under my blanket. I felt so embarrassed looking and smelling like this. She had the taxi pull up to a corner and stop. Get out she commanded. Your a pathetic loser. Let the world see what a sissy you are. Your train station is one mile down this road. You have two hours before your train departs. Better get going. You don’t want to miss your train. Remember you have no money. No credit card. No way to get a room here if you muss your train. I turned to her. Said thank you Mistress. Opened the door and got out. The taxi driver handed me my backpack. She must be something special he said to me. She is I said. She is. I stood on the sidewalk and watched the cab drive away. Before they left, she rolled down the window and told me get going. The train will not wait for you. I have personal experiences to share about the submissive training train ride. And there are more pics and visual recordings for me to watch as they jog my memory of what I was forced to endure. For you online now. You 57 watching me right now. I have no idea who any of you. This is part of my public humiliation training I am told. I hate doing this. At the same time. I feel a stirring between my legs. Yes this unknown eyes looking at me in this most vulnerable state. It does somewhat get me excited. Turned on. And I’m feeling more and more a slave. Going deeper and deeper in that rabbit hole |
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I was on this cross country train ride for 30 days. I have more video recordings to watch and more pictures to look at to jog my memory. They want me to share as much detail as I can remember. Do not ask me to post recordings or pics. Those who were part of this experience own the rights. They can post videos and still images where ever they want. It is out f my control. Part of my training. What I will publicly share here is a picture of a dog cage. The Superior Female who sent me on this journey. The one who locked this spiked chastity from hell between my legs. I was asked and I will say here and now. Yes, i would be willing to spend hours, days, weeks or months. Locked in a cage like this. If it would make her happy. I would gladly sign a marriage contract and become her pet.For whatever remaining years I have to live
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The whole story sounds sad. If you want the slave lifestyle, you would happily do what she says, and would want to. Maybe a different lifestyle would fit you better. You cannot make someone else happy. You must be happy yourself first.
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sounds sexy and very intense.
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The whole story sounds sad. If you want the slave lifestyle, you would happily do what she says, and would want to. Maybe a different lifestyle would fit you better. You cannot make someone else happy. You must be happy yourself first. I an getting up in years. I have been a cuckold to my wife. Been a servant, slave and sex slave to others. I feel it has come time for me to settle down. Go back to a 24/7 TPE relationship. There will be playtime available to play with others. But there will be only one keyholder from now on. If we both agree to the marriage. And I will agree to the vows of Love, Honor and of course OBEY. Thank you again for your concern. I wish you a long, happy life.
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