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Been A While See post in the comments. Words get taken away in the main area. Ms. Jay bleash; |
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It's been a while since we have posted anything as we had a family emergency that took up a lot of our time, especially my subs. Things are back to semi-normal now and hope to get going again submersing ourselves in our Femodom/FLR life. It will be a nice Christmas present for both of us. Because of the emergency we had to cancel Thanksgiving and even going to Surrender at the last minute. It was a major disappointment for both. We were able to cancel in time that we got back all the hotel fees minus the event registration. One hotel that we had a non-refundable reservation returned it once they heard of the situation. We will stay at that property soon as a thank you. So looking forward to next years Surrender. We have not been able to do much in the way of play and I even toyed with the idea of letting my sub cum to help relieve the stress. After some thinking I decided not to and keep him in denial, tomorrow it will be 8 months for this session. Instead I played on cam a few times while he watched at work to get him frustrated. I knew this would be a much better idea than letting him cum. Evil grin Another night we finally made it to a hockey game together and for a special occasion I wore my little white keds tennies. I made sure to keep rubbing them on him during the game. I think he was watching my feet more than the game. LOL. When we got home and in bed I left the shoes on and had him take off my jeans and panties and he was very excited to do some foot worship. I put on a video of me being fucked by a bull as he took off my shoes and socks and kissed and bit my feet as I played with a vibrator on myself. He is still not allowed touch or lick my pussy so he had to watch me play with myself and hear me orgasm live and on screen while he worshiped my feet. Once I came a couple of times I had him come close to my pussy, while he was able to smell me but he wasn't allowed to lick me, just watch as I held him by his hair. I kept him in this position until I came again at the same time I did on cam and his eyes were begging me to let him lick. I had him roll over and tied him for bed. I did play with him for a little but before drifting off to sleep. So small simple things but getting back to kink. Ms. Jay bleash;
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Sounds like a wonderful evening of teasing and denial!!
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Wow as I just read your blog. Inside my mind I was hearing it as if. I were. There watching and listening as if you were telling me the story word for word word as you were doing them for the very first time and I was experiencing the same arousal and your orgasms exactly like you yourself were feeling the release.... .. I'm not sure what was in my water tonight. . but whatever happened, let me know the second you decided to write another one... Damn i have a huge craving to smoke a cigarette... And I don't smoke... Been A While
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good luck. I hope the situation continues to improve
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good to hear things are getting back on trac have fun 
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Emergencies happen. Plans sometimes change. Remember to keep reminding him. No matter what. You get what you want and he does what you want. Keeping him locked and frustrated keeps him n that submissive mode. And that becomes a constant reminder of your superiority over him. Your authority over him. And that his life must revolve around your pleasure. Not his. You have a ring around your finger and a ring around his “manhood”. Both rings are a symbol of the love he has for you. Keep hold of those rings. He has devoted his life to you. Keep him on a short leash. He will respect you more for it. He ius a good man. But never tell him that. Instead find his faults. If he does nothing wrong, then make something up. Accuse him of doing something and then punishing him for it. No matter what. You are right and he is wrong. Enforce your authority. Make him suffer in that cage as long as you want. The more pleasure you find in his suffering, the longer you will desire to keep him locked. Remember it is all about your pleasure. Not his. You cum first. Your bull cums second. And your husband may not get to cum at all anymore. Keep posting. Many enjoy reading how your marriage is evolving with a chaste male and now a bull in the picture.
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