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What People Are owed from me So the question of what I actually owe people has been weighing on my mind this week. You see, lately I got accused of being a messed up and bad person because we kept missing each other online and was told I was ignoring them. After much debate in my head, after much thought trying to wrap my head around this, here's my answer: I OWE MY TIME TO NO-ONE OTHER THAN MYSELF!!!!! This year I have a lot going on. I'm in my second year a very intense program to become a CPA. I have a full time job. I had surgery at the beginning of the fall. I'm still dealing with the repercussions of that, physically and mentally. My schedule is all over the place right now. So here's the thing, if I'm here online, showing in a room, there is a 99% chance that I'm not actually looking at that room at any given time. I usually have it on as background while I'm studying. 50 % of the time I've fallen asleep with the room on because I'm just so damned exhausted. Yeah, I know we all have a life and we're all busy, but right now I'm a little overwhelmed. So here's the deal: If I spend time with you, be grateful. If we miss each other for weeks at a time, it's nothing personal. There are people that I live in the same town as as we see each other maybe once a year, if not every two years. If you don't work with me or go to class with me, chances are you might miss me. My job is emotionally draining. Sometimes I just want to be left alone. Sometimes I withdraw into myself and just check into the room in the chances my Mistress might come on. So please, be understanding. Be kind. Understand you don't own my time. There is only one person on here who can demand my time and she understands all of these things that I might not always be around. If you get pissy, if you demand, if you emotionally blackmail, you will get absolutely nothing because I will not respond to any of that. |
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10/10/2018 9:24 pm |
you can either keep this post or delete it, your choice but I want to respond as we both know who its directed at. I understand you may not want it broadcast so delete if you wish. You say you got accused of all that because we kept missing each other online and so I accused you of ignoring me. Point is I see you chatting in rooms so you are not just always ghosting, but you do not chat to me yes you are busy but its been over 3 yrs and have always been concerned for you an would likw to know whats going on, I come in on days im told you usually are on more and still get nowhere for starters didn't even know you were going for CPA, all the talk of your schooling and work I assumed was to do with your veterinary technician trade you were doing 3 yrs ago. when we first reconnected here all those months ago you were so eager to share and catch up and that was last time we ever talked. YES your time is yours and is precious to be shared as you see fit. used to be I was one of the first to be shared with especially in your bad times I spent over 3 hrs of MY time yesterday trying to get you to talk as was one of the days you are in here I was told and you just refused any approach. Well I too have lil precious time and have been wasting it. you have your way.I do hope you read this before deleting but you don't read my emails so I wont be surprised. as I said at start I wont worry or care if you delete as I just wished to respond and you don't listen anywhere else
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10/12/2018 8:49 am |
I want chicken, I want liver, Meow Mix Meow Mix please deliver!
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10/18/2018 12:14 am |
YEAH YEAH I know emotional blackmail attempt so guess that's bye bye at least knows why THIS time
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