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My Evolving Search on Who i am Looking for My Evolving Search of Who i Am Looking For. After discussions with others, examining what i like on tumblr, reviewing my fetishes, and thinking about what i have experienced sexually, I think what I'm looking for is becoming clearer. Many of us do not want to be put into a virtual box or labeled as one particular personae. Our experiences are contributing to our understanding of ourselves and those we interact with. Way back when, I was really turned off by the term sissy as well as someone calling themselves a slave. Sometimes the truth stings a little. I have a greater understanding of what a sissy is and if I have to put a label on me, sissy would be a box I would gladly claim as my own. About the claiming, I have put out the feelers for a /Daddy/Master type to help me learn more about myself. The /Daddy pair seems to be a subset of Master. Since I am a consummate people pleaser and would like more direction in my activities, Master would be the logical choice. Master implies that there is a slave on the other side. Many of the slaves from the Roman times were smarter, faster, stronger, prettier, than their Masters and would seek advice from them. Other slaves were merely objects for them to use as they see fit. At times, i crave and love to be taken as nothing more than an object for the pleasure of my partner. Other times i am asked for guidance and feedback on what my preferences may be. Clarifying others thoughts about me being a thoughtful, contributing submissive instead of a mindless slave robot has been stated more than once. I still hold that premise. Will I take on the role as a sexual slave objectified? Yes, with some discussion ahead of time. I still would like some say in any arrangement I enter into. So the big question of my evolving search and who I am looking for would be, to give it a label of sorts is... i think it comes down to finding a Master who would like a sissy slave to call their own with same minor caveats discussed above. Definitions are such a bother! This leads to... I like CATS. Since I like cats, I am considered a Cat person. Stay with me on this... When I pet or play with a cat, I am enjoying the fact that I can make the cat purr and know that I am providing pleasure to the cat with no expectations of having the cat return the favor. If I can be the instrument of someone else's pleasure to help them purr, play, and fulfill some naughty little fantasy of theirs, that is my Kink, my turn-on if you will. About those fantasies, if you have one that you want to make happen but are afraid I would think you are (well, aren't we all just a little perverted?) a little "Off." I can talk about anything. Might say yes, might say no. Extremely clean and I don't do drugs, 420, poppers, lsd, or other "natural" substances or smoke either. I do like alcohol though just not to excess. Two drinks can give me a buzz so I'm a cheap date on that aspect! You would have to work with me on some medical verification on your end too if there is something special you have in mind. I'm looking forward to meeting new friends and experimenting with role play, bondage, some BDSM play, interesting sex, and being me. Lets have fun. Let the imagination go and see what can be done to fulfill a fantasy or two. XoXo Leslie S. You must have a curious mind and actually talk about it. You must like to talk and write more than one sentence at a time. Can shower and keep yourself clean when the time is right. Likes to cuddle and would even give a great kiss if the mood strikes. Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx What of the sub who knows what the Dom wants, and has agreed to the boundaries of what is to come. the sub plaintively says, "who has the greater courage. The one who sets the trap and enjoys the prey or the sub entering the trap on it's own free will?" xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxx |
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