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Sliding down that slippery slope to a new attitude Something has changed within me and I don't think I want to stop it even if I could. This had never been a desire of mine before and I never considered it in the past, but I cannot think of a reason not to continue. When I first let Suzy out of the closet, I really enjoyed the feeling I got when I was with a man. I loved touching, holding, kissing, and doing everything else with them! I pursued them as they pursued me, both on equal footing. Mostly, I just loved how it felt being a "girl" and doing those special things they do. After a while, my goal was to bring joy to a man while also experiencing the same. I knew that what I was doing felt as good for them as it did for me, and that was a good reason to seek them and our mutual pleasure. While I desired them and how it felt to be with them, I looked forward to satisfying men as I was being satisfied. Now, it seems like what brings me the most pleasure is simply pleasing the man I'm with when he wants me and how he wants me. Rather than trying to seduce him, I simply wait for him to tell me that he wants a blowjob or to take me to bed. I love it when he takes his cock out and expects me to suck him off. I am more often nude or just in lingerie while he is still fully dressed, and I often find myself seated on the floor in front of him while waiting until he is ready for me, instead of next to him on the sofa. As the evening goes on, the excitement for me builds as I anticipate his signal that it is time to please him. And lately, I crave being told more directly of his needs and with more force than before. Now, I feel the need for physical reminders of my subservient role in the relationship, like these girls:  The more I look at photos like these, the more excited I get and the more I feel myself slipping into the fully submissive role. I never anticipated this and if you asked me a few months ago I would not have chosen it, but I am having a great deal of trouble resisting the urge to let go and completely embrace it. Actually, all I really want to do with my life right now is this:  and I would be so happy! 
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Thank you for the suggestion. I will ask him if that's what he wants me to do, but I suspect that he likes the fact that I am totally available for whatever he wants to do to me whenever, and I wouldn't do anything with that part when I'm alone if he doesn't want me to.
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Suzy, I can sooo relate to your feelings of submission. It can be the true awakening of our sissy souls. kisses tori
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