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Suzy_Que 53T
867 posts
8/14/2017 3:54 pm
Adventures in CMNF

Adam called last weekend and asked if he could see me on Saturday. We haven't been together in quite a while, so of course I said yes! However, he had one request, which I quickly agreed to before he even said what it was. He asked if I would wear my black heels. I asked him what outfit did he want me to wear with them. That's when he informed me that he wanted me to be completely naked except for my heels the whole time he was over, but he would stay dressed. I wasn't aware that this is a thing, but Adam explained that it was called CMNF - clothed male, naked female, and it often involved bondage and dom/sub, but he just wanted to try the difference in clothing part, at least for now.

I told him that I would be happy to try whatever he wanted, but I wondered what I was getting myself into.

As the week went on, the more I thought about it, the more nervous I became. I was going to be completely exposed for an entire evening, and was worried about how I would look. I stopped drinking alcohol and only ate healthy food for the whole week. I went to the gym three times (which was about 2 1/2 times more than I usually go) and even used a tanning booth twice to even my color out.

When Saturday came, I obsessively went over my body several times when shaving, afraid that I would miss a spot. I applied and then reapplied my makeup, wanting it to be just right. Then, right on time, I heard a knock on the door and let him in. He entered and greeted me properly

(This is basically how it went except I was in my pumps and he was better dressed than this guy)

We went to the living room, where I had set out snacks and drinks for us. I was so nervous, feeling like I was on display, but Adam simply acted like nothing was different. We sat and chatted and had a couple of drinks. After an hour or so, I retreated to the kitchen to finish preparing our dinner. Adam came with me, and as we walked, he slipped him arm around my waist. Just the touch of his hand on my bare skin excited me, and when we reached the kitchen, he backed me against the wall and kissed me (more than once). I was so ready for him and wished we could forget about dinner, but he insisted on following through with the evening as planned.

(What I really needed right then!)

Dinner went well but I couldn't get my mind to focus, still completely exposed to him (other than the table hiding what it did), while he was fully dressed. I could sense that I was slowly but definitely turning over control to Adam, without him doing a thing.

After dinner, we returned to the living room and without thinking about it, I knelt on the floor next to Adam. By now I was feeling incredibly subserviant, and it just felt right to yield to him. After a while, I just had to sit on his lap and feel his arms around me, holding me tightly. There was a really strange dynamic going on, and I felt the need to be protected even though there was no threat. I could now see how there is a natural connection between CMNF and dom/sub, and I realized then that if we continued to do this in the future, it could have an effect on our relationship - but not necessarily a bad effect!


As Adam held me, he ask me what I was thinking. I didn't respond, but when he asked me if I was happy, I nodded. Then he asked me if I had any regrets about this, and I shook my head no. Then he told me that it was time for me to get fucked. I could instantly feel my face turn red, and I snuggled up closer to him and obediently nodded yes again. We got up and he led me to my bedroom, where he quickly stripped and gave me what he said he would. That was one of the most satisfying sex sessions that I've ever had, and even though we were now both naked, I still felt small and powerless until he was finished and lying behind me with his arm around me.

After a few minutes of recovery, he again asked me if I was happy. I turned my head, gave him a big kiss, and replied that I was happier than I have been in a long time. He smiled and thanked me for going along with his idea. I told him that I trust him and am willing to try whatever he wants, and can't wait to see what he has planned next!

Suzy_Que 53T
1245 posts
8/14/2017 5:07 pm

It really was a very enjoyable evening, and now I need to stay in shape just in case he wants to do it again!


irish81kevtrlk 61M
7 posts
8/14/2017 5:30 pm

What a fantastic sounding evening, you surely had a great time and I'm sure the next suggestion will entice you even more


Suzy_Que 53T
1245 posts
8/14/2017 6:12 pm

    Quoting irish81kevtrlk:
    What a fantastic sounding evening, you surely had a great time and I'm sure the next suggestion will entice you even more
Thanks! I like to have fun and try new things!


Suzy_Que 53T
1245 posts
8/14/2017 9:05 pm

    Quoting  :

I was really surprised at how powerful the whole situation was and what kind of games it was playing with my mind. Good luck and I hope it goes well!


pack3rs 55T
1001 posts
8/16/2017 2:23 pm

That was such a great read of such a sensuous evening. We are so thankful that you shared this with us. You are a lucky girl


Suzy_Que 53T
1245 posts
8/16/2017 2:34 pm

    Quoting pack3rs:
    That was such a great read of such a sensuous evening. We are so thankful that you shared this with us. You are a lucky girl
Thank you so much for the kind words! I was scared but I'm learning to just let go with people I trust, and it turned out to be even more exciting than I had imagined. And I really do feel like a very lucky girl


Suzy_Que 53T
1245 posts
8/18/2017 7:47 am

    Quoting  :

Thanks! The more I learn, the more I realize how much I don't know. I think we both enjoyed it more than we thought we would.



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