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Suzy_Que 53T
867 posts
9/30/2019 11:48 pm
Remembering another first

A few nights ago I had a couple of glasses of wine and thought back to the first time I was completely naked with a man. I had been down to a bra and panties or a little nightgown but was never totally nude until that one day.

I'm not exactly sure how it happened, but we were doing some very intense kissing and touching each other. I desperately wanted to feel his skin against mine and didn't resist when he pulled the nightshirt I was wearing up and over my head. (OK, I may have even encouraged him to do it, and a little alcohol may have been involved!) I had forgotten that he had already slipped my panties off a few minutes earlier to rub my ass.

And then I realized that I was naked, nude, totally unclothed with a man. Until then, I always had some item of clothing to help with the illusion of femininity, but now it was just nude me with makeup and a wig.

It seemed like I crossed a barrier and the feelings were overwhelming. He had been naked with me before, but now I was totally exposed for the first time and I felt so small, vulnerable and helpless. He could see every inch of me and I desperately wanted him to like what he saw.

(No, this is not me!)

I sat on his lap and felt his strong arms wrap around me. He could tell that something was wrong, and he asked me if I was OK. I really wasn't OK - I wanted him to see me as a woman and I wanted him to treat me like a woman, and I wasn't sure if he still would.

I was still an anal virgin but we were working toward that moment when he would take me. Right then, I wanted to have sex with him so I would know that he still thought of me as a girl, his girl. I asked him if we could do it now, but he knew that I wasn't really ready yet. He asked me again to tell him what was wrong, and we were pretty open about everything, so I told him I was afraid that I wasn't feminine enough for him when naked.

He began to slide his hands along my smoothly shaven skin and told me that I felt like a woman to him, and then he gave me a long, slow kiss and said that I kissed like a woman should. He buried his face in the side of my neck and said that I smelled like a woman, and then he kissed his way down to my little breast, where he took my nipple in his mouth and began to gently nurse on it. I told him that he was cheating - he knew what that did to me!

I held his head as his mouth on my boob continued to drive me crazy. He alternated between sucking hard and gently nibbling and licking it. Before long I couldn't take any more and moved to my knees, where I took care of that certain hard part of him. It felt so good to hear him tell me what a good girl I was and to call me his pretty little cocksucker.

After he was satisfied, which also satisfied me, we were lying in bed and he said how he was really looking forward to taking my virginity, loving me like a woman needs to be loved, which was just what I needed to hear right then. And a few weeks later, that's just what he did.

These days, being naked with a man isn't traumatic like it was that time. I'm much more confident that I can make him happy and show him just what a good girl I can be!


Suzy_Que 53T
1245 posts
9/30/2019 11:54 pm

And nothing feels better than all of his skin against all of my skin!


Daddyknowsbest8 56M
138 posts
10/1/2019 12:55 am

Wow, powerful and so hot.


robj1956 68M
1679 posts
10/1/2019 2:09 am

I agree with Daddy here, powerful and hot, you sound like a good girl indeed


Gowron 69M
3112 posts
10/1/2019 2:55 am

If men see you as a girl, then you're a girl, whatever extras you display.


ToriCD 69T
136 posts
10/1/2019 1:49 pm

Wonderful story Suzie. It gives us all confidence.


Suzy_Que 53T
1245 posts
10/1/2019 5:21 pm

Thanks! It was a very powerful event in my life


Suzy_Que 53T
1245 posts
10/1/2019 5:22 pm

    Quoting robj1956:
    I agree with Daddy here, powerful and hot, you sound like a good girl indeed
Thanks! I do try to be a good girl in every way that I can


Suzy_Que 53T
1245 posts
10/1/2019 5:23 pm

    Quoting Gowron:
    If men see you as a girl, then you're a girl, whatever extras you display.
I like your attitude! I do my best to make my partners forget about those parts that I would rather not have.


Suzy_Que 53T
1245 posts
10/1/2019 5:24 pm

    Quoting  :

it was my pleasure, and thank you for commenting!


Suzy_Que 53T
1245 posts
10/1/2019 5:26 pm

    Quoting ToriCD:
    Wonderful story Suzie. It gives us all confidence.
Thanks, Tori! Sometimes I worry about things too much, but I'm learning that a positive attitude can really make a difference


Gowron 69M
3112 posts
10/2/2019 6:05 am

    Quoting Suzy_Que:
    I like your attitude! I do my best to make my partners forget about those parts that I would rather not have.
A lot of men want girls with a cock.
What about a small pink chastity cage?


Suzy_Que 53T
1245 posts
10/2/2019 9:09 am

    Quoting Gowron:
    A lot of men want girls with a cock.
    What about a small pink chastity cage?
I never thought about that! If it's going to be there, maybe it would be a good idea to make it as feminine as possible. Thanks so much for the idea!


Suzy_Que 53T
1245 posts
10/2/2019 9:17 am

    Quoting  :

I didn't realize it at the time, but it really was a significant moment in my development as Suzy, and I'm glad that it happened the way that it did. Thanks for stopping by and commenting!


pack3rs 55T
1001 posts
10/4/2019 6:58 am

That sounds delightful in so many ways Suzy.

I know how you felt but in a totally different way. Nobody has really seen me dressed and I always worry about being seen when I do step out.

I might not of done this around town but rather in the countryside even that is such a rush knowing that I can't get to the safety of my car!

Have a great weekend girl.

Jo xx


Suzy_Que 53T
1245 posts
10/8/2019 4:43 pm

    Quoting pack3rs:
    That sounds delightful in so many ways Suzy.

    I know how you felt but in a totally different way. Nobody has really seen me dressed and I always worry about being seen when I do step out.

    I might not of done this around town but rather in the countryside even that is such a rush knowing that I can't get to the safety of my car!

    Have a great weekend girl.

    Jo xx
I'll bet that the first time you are seen will be thrilling and terrifying and many other emotions. When it happens, I hope that it's a very nice experience and it opens the door to other places and adventures that you have been dreaming of.



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