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HetFlexK 51M
157 posts
9/28/2021 7:24 pm
where are all the dick suckers?

The search for a blow job led me to make plans with a self professed cock sucker in a park near the place where I live. We were to meet at a designated time, in a certain area, then disappear into the trees or bushes and do our thing. Having sex in semi-public has always been a favorite of mine, and the man I was corresponding with seemed equally excited. He claimed to be familiar with the area, and said he even knew of a place we could go and have fun without being interrupted. It all sounded fantastic.

During my walk to the park I was very distracted with thoughts of what was about to happen. Yes, I was getting THAT excited about getting a blow job! My cock was probably hard the entire way, and even remained fairly stiff and at attention when I reached our agreed meeting space and found myself waiting for a while. I’m trying really hard not to be negative and pessimistic these days, so I kept pulling myself out of the slowly creeping doomed realization that the guy wasn’t going to show up. The most nerve wracking part was that several men did pass by, and I went through a roller coaster of giddy / horny anticipation and then crushing disappointment when it was clear they weren’t the person I waiting for. I think I stood there for 20 / twenty minutes, which is twice as long as I normally would. If you can be punctual you can’t suck my cock.

Craigslist no longer has a personals / dating section and I’ve been banned from the site that tried to fill that void; Doublelist. There is very little activity on FetLife, none in the adult shops and glory holes, so I am at a loss of where to seek this simple pleasure I am missing so much. My roommate doesn’t like to do it because she has a bad gag reflex, and because it’s a selfless act and she’s not really into those, so I can’t even get it from her either. There are people that live miles and miles away that would gladly swallow my cock, load and even my piss if I needed a human urinal but nobody relatively close by. My search is not a desperate one, but it sometimes feels like a futile one.



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