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wrapping it up My time on the gay hookup site Sniffies is mostly coming to an end. I might still be compulsively checking my messages and scanning the map but for the most part my heart, cock and curiosity are no longer into it. There is nothing there for me on any of those levels. When I log in now I mostly feel disgust and despair. The same people exhibiting the same behaviors are there every time, and the few new faces (cocks and asses) don’t stand out in any particular way. It all appears so reckless and desperate that I have a tough time remembering what I ever saw that made it interesting, let alone fascinating. It’s also strange to think that some of the pictures I am looking at now on the site used to genuinely arouse me, but now I just experience revulsion. What has changed? Maybe it was all the threats of disease and sickness that people continued to ignore that got to me. Perhaps the fact that I am not really attracted to men had something to do with it. Desperation is rarely an attractive trait and the predominance of it on Sniffies was definitely a huge turn off. There’s a chance my sex drive had also been suffering, but if I look at my output of videos lately that seems like it might not be part of the explanation. I guarantee you if I had a female lover I’d be fucking her / my brains out mainly because it’s been so damn long since I even touched a woman, let alone had sex with one that she’d be like a new toy I’d want to wear out. Ultimately the answer is really simple; I am not gay so a gay hookup site is really not the place for me. Duh. Since I did not have to download an app the only thing I have to do is refrain from typing the name of the site into my address bar or whatever you call it. Short of that, I don’t need to take any further steps. Chances are I’ll stop by out of curiosity every once in a while, and just verify that I’m not missing out on anything, but that’s it. This is a habit or compulsion I have to break, which is not that difficult for me. Nothing significant ever came from the site so the last thing I am is concerned. No single person will be missed, and it’ll be quite nice to not have to look at hairy asses, cocks, etc. Oh Sniffies, I hardly liked ye.  |
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