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honest cock rating and tribute I know that beauty is supposed to be in the eye of the beholder, but what if the beholder has some self-esteem issues? Should they turn to a trusted friend or loved one, or contact a total stranger for help? I mentioned recently that I was offering honest cock ratings as 1 / one of my services on ManyVids, and shortly after that my 3rd / third order came through. This particular customer was a bit more communicative than the others, and made it clear to me that he has insecurities about his penis and therefore would appreciate my brutal honesty. He has certainly come to the right person. When I first began watching porn I had no idea of what my tastes were, but I learned very quickly the things I liked and disliked. A hairy vagina was a big turn off, as was a small, ugly dick. The female in a scene could be stunning from head to toe but if she had a bush, it repulsed me, and if she had to deal with an unattractive cock I would not become aroused. My psyche didn’t delve any further regarding my preference for an attractive male sex organ, I just knew it as the truth and made sure to check the box before watching adult films. If the guy had a huge, circumcised penis I was probably going to enjoy the action, but if his endowment was small, uncircumcised or hairy I was sure to feel nothing but disappointment. Did / does the fact that I was only interested in porn with “attractive” dicks mean anything? I’ve spent the last 3 / three decades only interested in having my own cock serviced, with 0 / zero feelings of any kind towards the men who were doing it. Only recently have I developed a desire for a bit more intimacy, and that has included a desire to have a cock in my mouth. To that end I don’t feel like I should be changing my label or sexual preference, but there’s no denying my loins get warmer when I see a cock I find appealing and go cold when I come across one I don’t. The reaction doesn’t need to be explained, the main thing is that I don’t try to deny it. The thought of playing around with a guy who has a nice cock turns me on, and when I see a guy with an ugly dick I not only feel no attraction, I also feel pity for the guy. Within all of this is 1 / one undeniable truth; this is solely about me, my feelings, my preferences and so on. It has nothing to do with anybody else, or any experiences I can recall, it simply is. My opinion is derived from nothing I can identify except nature. My opinion of what makes a person attractive is just that though; an opinion. The same can be said for my attempts to rate the cock of some guy. Why any random person would value what I think, let alone pay for me to vocalize it, is beyond me. I’ve always believed my own dick to be a beauty, but overall I am not a man who peers intently at other men, scrutinizing their body parts, drooling over them. There is beauty in men and women alike but my true desire and lust falls squarely and almost solely on females. That being said, I think I can be fair yet blunt and tell someone whether or not I find a particular thing about them attractive, or otherwise appealing. If that person wants to place any value on that, it is entirely their prerogative, and the only thing I can do is what I advertised and promised; give my blunt, honest rating. As a guy with Asperger’s I am well-equipped to do just that. I am vaguely aware of a trend that took place many years ago, of girls posting their pictures and basically asking total strangers to chime in on whether or not they were attractive. I believe it was; “Hot or Not?” if I remember correctly. It was, and remains, a gutsy move in my opinion. Putting your self, and self-worth out there for random idiots to comment on is more foolhardy than anything. At least the guy asking me to rate the attractiveness of his penis is approaching someone who is sort of professional, and has more to lose than your average anonymous asshole. Even if I were repulsed by his dick it’s not likely I’d say so, or if I did it would be in a respectful manner. Some people would be unnecessarily nasty just to see if they could get a reaction. I will provide my honest opinion, collect my fee, and move on knowing the man has been treated fairly, and with at least a modicum of sensitivity. Anyone making themselves that vulnerable deserves that at the very least.  |
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