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HetFlexK 51M
157 posts
9/12/2023 5:25 pm
if I had a nickel for every time I needed a nickel...

Money is the bane of my existence. When I have it, I do my best to spend it wisely, and I am VERY good at saving it, but it’s the “making” of it that frequently eludes me. This is a chronic and longstanding issue that has plagued me throughout my life, and it certainly isn’t letting up now. I need Money, don’t have it, and can’t seem to find a way to earn it.

Actually, I’ve found many ways to earn, it’s just that they are neither consistent, nor reliable, and even all put together it’s not enough to call it making a living. I can barely pay the most basic of bills, let alone something as involved as rent, car payment, insurance, etc. The heating bill? Garbage, electricity, whatever you can think of - it is not within my reach. Right now I need to purchase a vehicle to help my chances of 1) getting a independent contractor job that requires I own one and 2) getting more gay massage since I’m still limiting myself to customers who are near me because I am biking to them. The purchase of a vehicle I do not have enough Money for will result in new monthly bills that I cannot afford, and the potential for larger ones should something go wrong. A purchase that maybe costs me 2 / two grand immediately triples my monthly bills because you have to add insurance, gas, and basic upkeep.

So I search for a job that requires a vehicle, and if I land one then I can maybe buy one on good faith. Meanwhile foul weather days are creeping in and I’m still dedicated to riding my bicycle to take care of massage , while also doing surveys online, job searching, uploading new adult material, selling personal belongings and doing everything I can to get by and scrape together as much as I can for whatever comes next. Maybe I’ll get lucky and land a job that requires a vehicle and that whole story will have a happy ending because rainy days are coming, and I fear my savings might be going towards that.



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