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Blogs > HetFlexK > True Hetero-Flexible Tales

HetFlexK 51M
157 posts
3/16/2024 4:13 pm
unintentionally abstinent
With the act / job of performing gay massage behind me, the freedom to sow my proverbial wild oats has brought me great joy and relief. When my cock comes out (of my pants) and likely winds up going back into a mouth or alternate orifice, it is a completely selfish act. I don’t have to worry that an orgasm might mean difficulty getting aroused if a should book a massage later, so I dump my loads with wild abandon. Or rather, I would be if I weren’t still sort of remaining abstinent.

This is not something I’m doing intentionally. That is to say; I have not decided to deny myself anything, I’ve just been rather picky lately. Concerns about sexually transmitted diseases aside, I think I’m going through a bit of a phase where I want the interactions I have to be “worth it”. Considering I am usually parked within a mile of an adult shop, and could drive there at any time and receive stellar oral sex through a glory hole, it’s worth noting that I have been going a week without doing anything. No oral, anal, masturbation, etc. Sometimes the mood is strong, and I will look on the hookup site I belong to, but the offerings are never quite good enough, or if they are worthwhile they’re too far away, or they don’t follow through when I decide to give them a chance. I get burned out with fakes and flakes very quickly, and obviously desire a bit of a challenge if I’m not just driving to the porn shop. No matter what’s going on, it’s all self administered and derived.

This unintended abstinence means that when I do finally get naked with someone, or at least pull my cock out so they can stroke or suck it, the sensation is often overwhelming and I orgasm quicker than I want to. I struggle to hold back because I want it to not only last for selfish reasons, but also so the cocksucker taking care of me feels they didn’t waste their time. The benefit, of course, is that arousal and erection are genuine, come easily, and usually have plenty of strength behind them. Abstinence makes me yearn for something that, were I to just stop by and receive it every day like it was an errand, would lose the magic it has somehow held for nearly 4 / four decades. I have the freedom, and right now that’s enough to keep me satisfied until something worth it comes along.

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