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Blogs > HetFlex_K > Heteroflexible K

HetFlex_K 51M
158 posts
12/21/2021 7:54 pm
I might just jerk off
My cum, or more specifically my cum shots, can be valuable to some people. If it’s not my horny roommate that wants them, my sex slave does, and even if I didn’t have to worry about either of them there’s still the movies I make that I have to consider. I’ve sold a few flicks that didn’t have a cum shot included, and a lot of my stuff contains internal cum shots so it’s really not the big deal I make it out to be, but there’s no denying a large portion of<b> viewers </font></b>want to see one. If they don’t, they often cannot orgasm themselves. I try to maintain a balance, because even though I’m often filming I don’t want every single orgasm I have to be a commodity. That can start to mess with your head, and your libido.

If I were to say I don’t jerk off very much you’d have to laugh at the audacity of the statement. It’s my job to jerk off at this point, so what could I possibly mean? I’d have to word it differently; I don’t masturbate in private / off camera very much. The reason why is stated above: there is a demand for my seed from at least 3 / three different sources. I am almost 50 / fifty years old so even if the drive is there, the body is not nearly as capable as it once was. Getting hard and getting off 3 / three times a day used to be a regular thing but now I am lucky to experience that once a week. I certainly have the time and privacy to do more, but don’t because of all the other demands. If I jerk off and then my horny roommate wants to have sex, the results are not desirable, and that wouldn’t be so bad except we already don’t get along very well, and sex is the only good thing about our relationship. My sex slave, ChrisSwallows, isn’t around to make great demands on my crotch, but soon enough he will be, and I don’t want to be out of the mood because I was wanking my own hooter earlier. There are times when I’m really horny, and would love to just pound my fist for a few minutes to some porn, and then get on with my day, but I resist and save it up for another time. Hopefully that energy follows me to the next moment my dick is called to action, and the resulting cum shot, if visible, will be that much bigger because it had a few days to build up. Those who swallow my cum like to feel a big load, and those who want me to dump it in their holes like a lot to leak out afterwards, so I have good reason to not waste it. Plus, abstaining does wonders just like intermittent fasting can. There are definitely times when going without is a good thing.

Often frequently that’s what it comes to though; a decision about whether to masturbate or abstain? The other night I was aching to fuck the throat of ChrisSwallows so badly that I finally succumbed and pleasured myself for a while. The end result was an orgasm that I enjoyed, but not as much as I might have if I didn’t have those other considerations lurking at the back of my mind. Justifying my act of self pleasure to myself is not something I have to do frequently, but the whole situation does help me remember that for now my sex and sexuality are not entirely mine. It’s not a weighty burden, and I suppose it’s better than there being no demands on my sex or sexuality at all. Yes, I’ll count the blessings and bide my time. Eventually my spunk will be all mine, to do with as I please. Until then, I’m taking orders, so who wants a load?

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