Blog : food and weed

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8/22/2022 11:13 am

food and weed

Food and marijuana; that’s all I spend what little money I have on. I am lucky and grateful my amazingly generous sex slave ChrisSwallows helps out with things like gas or I’d have run out of that long ago. There isn’t a single extra dollar in my possession - nothing close to expendable cash. I’m at the point where I’m eyeing the kombucha bottles I normally recycle, for their 10 / ten cent refund we in Oregon get if we return them to a store. Glancing through what few personal items remain, I can’t see anything of substantial value that I could put up for sale, and the things I had previously posted were not selling. I’ll repost, and try to add some other stuff, but this is what dire straits looks like.

Sales were good for a short period of time, but nothing consistent to get me the kind of money I need to survive. It’s looks like the inevitable has finally come to roost, and I will have to get a regular job. I know I’m always lamenting that fact, but this time there’s simply no avoiding it. I have to return to a grind. With my mental and physical disabilities, it’s going to be tough, but when you add that I am an ex-felon and haven’t had any of these shots or vaccinations that everyone else has, you start to get the bigger picture. And it’s an ugly one.

So far my search online has not been fruitful, and my attempt to get assistance from local vocational rehabilitation was successful, just pointless so far. Any chance of a decision on a disability claim is months away, and in the meantime my absolute desperation for a paycheck is probably going to land me a job that will disqualify me for it. In other words; if I can work, I’m not disabled, which I suppose is the truth. It’s complicated because I’m complicated, but the bottom line is that I haven’t held a traditional job for nearly 4 / four years. But I have no choice right now, so back into the fray I go.

Right before I got seriously injured, I was doing pretty well with sales, and part of that was visibility and popularity. Disappearing, and then being gone for over 2 / two months really disrupted that in a big way. I am back to filming and posting on a regular basis, but the damage is already done, and it is going to be a struggle to regain my status. I will try to find a job driving, which should hopefully pay well, and if I can continue to muster the energy to maintain the adult side of things maybe I can be back where I was before by the end of this year. Just in time to pack everything up and start anew in Southern Oregon.


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