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CAGED HURT The last few days despite my spirituality and having trained myself to be calm and accepting of all that is life and its energy ...all of the pain it has dealt me...time after time ...stumbled ...fell...holes becoming deeper...but still id dig the claws in ...get lifes dirt under my fingernails..and rise to my feet not always perfect but somehow stronger...not the same spirit...damaged but with more resilience...to emotional killing...I would put my hurt, my pain, my tears, my fear, my anger, in my minds cage..in the deepest parts of my soul id chain them their layer after layer of heavy chain and locks so as to not let it escape...so as not to set it free ...free to retaliate...free to take vengeance ...to seek redemption ..to SCREAM IT HURTS FUCK YOU...!!!! NO MORE !!!!NO MORE!!!!...today i will extract my share and feed on my enemies...i caged it deeply...to keep me sane.But as my life journey has been since my spark was fired...again this cruel Master decided to kick me again kick me harder than it has before over and over...THUMP THUMP THUMP...deep hurtful blows to my soul...and now...finally i feel the urge to uncage my hurt ...to let it free of its shackles...to let it journey to the surface and scream FUCK YOU ...my time to hurt my time to show you just how much hurt has been caged,,,feel its ferocity its need to HURT BACK ,,,to HURT BACK...so much that then this cruel Master life says i will hurt you no more ...to release the HURT knowing it will be my last act..but finally i shall be remembered when i scream so loudly NO MORE!!! |
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Lucifer, should never cage the hurt. Let it out. Let it be free. Let it leave you. You are such an amazing man with so much to offer, give and just resisinate with someone because of your good core and loving soul. Never let the world turn you, don't let things hurt you. MsSwanger Journey into my soul.
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