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Why? Often I get this question, why do I go nude in a gay bar to let unknown men take advantage of my body. I got men who use me, dump their seed in or on me and when they got rid of their horny feelings, the wonder how I could ever degrade my dignity to let my body being used like I do? With time it became all routine for me, once I put my clothes in the locker I feel kind of freedom, being just myself uncovered. When it takes too long before a man shows sexual interest in me, I even feel getting frustrated. I give myself nude and expect to get used. I know not the slightest shame or hesitation. That repeated question why I do this? Keeps me busy, I am into this since many years, already at 22 I volunteered in a gay brothel where my teenage look body got plenty of interest. I got there because I wanted anal sex, which nobody had ever given me. It excited me to have men paying to use my body. Before as student I went to see mature men, slept with them and gave oral sex, I was driven my curiosity and once I was into it I needed it again. So why do I do what I do? I think exactly for the same reason why female whores have the oldest profession of mankind, why would men be denied to feel happy as a male ? In the gay community I am known as a slut. Although I am often called slut or as explicit insult, but I never feel insulted by it. I am what I am. My favorite position is on my back and my greatest pleasure is to feel a guy going inside me while I know absolute nothing about the men in me. Some call me honey, sweetheart or love, but I personally feel sexually more excited by those who call me dirty slut, or anything unrespectful.  Being different from the majority of people as homosexual my pleasure is in being used by others... |
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BTW it is 33 years now that I am getting men doing it in my ass, first years almost all used me bare, but sperm dump guys like me are now seen as a risk but still used but with condoms. Being different from the majority of people as homosexual my pleasure is in being used by others...
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slaaf Even though I could not do what you do, I totally understand how you feel and why you do it! It is just how we are wired...... A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing. George Bernard Shaw Jenny
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