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Words.... I realise I haven't written any accounts for a while and there are reasons for this.... the end of Whoredom, time to move on.... a failed last arranged 'attendance', where I wouldn't go..... a fading of connection between Us, somewhat re-ignited by 'the kiss'..... a struggle on both Our parts to find a path, the path.... but We never locked the door.... and We arranged to meet, to see.. an afternoon in a hotel... both hungry Since then, We have met on four occasions in the new 'era", The Groundkeepers Cottage.... and the content of these meetings has been familiar, yet new, layers stripped, depths reached, potential imagined, there to be grasped and taken..... But... because of this I have found them harder to write about... I have/had that inner voice, constantly thinking, checking, evaluating, processing events as they happened,... that voice was the words of my accounts.... recently that voice has got quieter and more distant, until at times it has vanished... this leaves me without words, or even coherent memories of what took place, just a flow of feelings, responses and reactions..... and this is AMAZING!!!! However, I find myself anxious that without these words I might lose the events, not 'fix' the memories... and I want to hold on to them... so I will attempt to find the essence of Our time together...... |
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1 post 7/24/2017 3:40 pm |
I am glad you are back. relieved, even
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Words are precious. We all use them, but few master them on the page, be it physical or virtual. Writing them gives one the opportunity to muse, to tease out meaning and to measure what to include and what to hold back.
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