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Give me Pain so the hurt will go away I learned something about myself tonight that i have been questioning for decades....i was in a room with some people i once respected, and One went off on a Tgurl, said she did not belong told her to f off actually and get out of the room. She hurt, i felt her pain, it cut like a knife. i learned that these people in the room needed to stand up and say something, only one did and His name i will say as it is with respect that i speak it, Master ForPlay....He was in the middle of a family matter and could not say much, But HE stood up, this showed me His worth in life as a Man and as a Master. i leaned as i let this beautiful Tgurl hold me as i was crying out my pain, she held me wiped away my tears, i hurt for her, i wish i was vanilla so i would be accepted, i leaned today that BDSM people (some not all) are more judgemental then vanilla folks. I told her i was sorry as i don't know the proper termenology to address a TV person, she laughed said it did not matter. I told her i hurt for her, as it must be so difficult a life to be born in a body you don't wish to be in. I hurt for her, but i hurt for the man that told her to get the f out more i pity him. I hurt for the people that did not stand up, i left them a box of tissues to wipe the shit off their noses...nothing but a cliques of ass kissers. I then leaned something about myself, i said to the One that stood up for the Tgurl and me after we talked about it for a time...i said give me Pain so the hurt will go away, yes naughty issabella cybered some...He beat me with a thick black leather belt...i prayed it was real time, but it was fantasy world, but , i learned something about me and others tonight. For the lesson learned i pity the followers, i made 2 life time friends this eve, i would rather 2 then 20,000 fake wannabe friends. GIVE ME PAIN SO THE HURT WILL GO AWAY. I LEARNED. Respectfully issabella xoxoxoxo 
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My Lady Issabella, rather 2 than 20,000. I as well my dear!
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Wow and Wo\W....smiles thank You all for such a warm response to something that i found so very hurtful. My Love and Respect to You All. issabella
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Well this blog found me a real time friend in Trina...smiles my Thanks.
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My Lady Issabella, I am so honored to have you as my friend!
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i am the one that is honoured Trina, to have a heart and soul like Yours in my life. Thank You
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Very interesting
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6/14/2020 9:50 am |
That sentiment, pain so the hurt will go away, seems to sum it up quite succinctly.
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Ridiculing others only makes the hate monger smaller. I agree that those in the “lifestyle” are generally more judgemental and much less accepting than they profess of the “vanilla”.
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So very true
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9/4/2021 1:10 pm |
And we continue to learn everyday Bella. Xx Very nicely written, and unfortunately true. That their are people, that have or show very little respect for others. You did very well that day Bella. Xx ‘Q’
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8/22/2022 1:25 am |
I have 1 good friend but you know that. I've also said you and I might be friends one day but I wont hold my breath.
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